QUITE TEMPTED

was in short few mins sms session with esther today
apparently i saw something which might interest her in the webby and so i started the 1st sms
and it turns out tt both of us saw the same post in the webby
*beam beam*
beauties with great minds think alike........what to do.... >.<

in short, she had already submitted her application
and i told her abt another post which interest me.........VERY MUCH
few mins of persuasion and i still at lost........

should i or should i not..........
*ponder*
hm.........

should not:-
1) dear asked me before "how long more u want to hop?"
2) dear said "everywhere the same"
3) i promised myself to stay thru my 2 yrs contract here
4) i really dun wish to hop anymore
5) when i was out of job, they offered me one
6) LOCATION!!!

should:-
1) ppl here sucks (not all sucks. but some SUCKS terribly)
2) work sucks!!!! (ppl dun follow procedures and end of the day come and ah ji ah choy)
why bother to set procedures when ppl dun follow
3) kana sabo
4) kana stab
5) $$$$$
6)dun want to miss the chance/opportunity
7) i just want to hop......... hehehe *buay ta han*

quite tempted to u know
told myself just send lah
no need money de
if have, then have
no have, also nothing to lose
but i am not tt hard up for a job now
coz still bearable
and why not give the opportunity to others who REALLY need the job than i do......
*so wei da*
and if its mine, next yr, may, the post might still be available.......cannot run away de........
but i also scare no more le.........
awwww..........
*pull hair*