so happy
i finally cleared the "shit" with her today
but then tummy pain so i came home to poo poo
so got to leave till tomorrow to tidy up and send it out and then call it a day
really got to thank her
she gave up 1/2 her time to clear her work to clear mine
sorry tt i complained abt her for the past few days
but then, sigh
whatever lah
think if u understand u understand lah, i dun need to explain too much
i was prepared to stay back late to do it with her today
but since managed to finish it before 6pm
hehehe........better come home to poo poo lor
so smelly......yuckS!!
fri is MAY DAY!!
and therefore tomolo is last day of the week..........
yippeeeeeeeeee
but come next week, sigh.........got many other things to rush out before our trip..........
=))
hope everything goes smoothly........
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
WHAT FLU??
swine flu!!!
its the latest virus.......
hm.......i was like "wa!! the name so sophiscated de"
and then i realised its caused by PIGS!!!
*ahem*
ya, i know very ignorant
but still at least i know now rite
pc was very nice
he send us an article on swine flu
u know, the dos and the don'ts
and the background and some stories
so after reading i posed him a qn
does tt mean we should not be near butchers or even the stall holders who sell pork
and his incredible reply to me :-
provided u r referring to a "coarse, gross, disgusting or brutishly sensual person"
*faint*
its the latest virus.......
hm.......i was like "wa!! the name so sophiscated de"
and then i realised its caused by PIGS!!!
*ahem*
ya, i know very ignorant
but still at least i know now rite
pc was very nice
he send us an article on swine flu
u know, the dos and the don'ts
and the background and some stories
so after reading i posed him a qn
does tt mean we should not be near butchers or even the stall holders who sell pork
and his incredible reply to me :-
provided u r referring to a "coarse, gross, disgusting or brutishly sensual person"
*faint*
EXCUSE ME..BUT ARE YOU.....
it's so unbelievable!!
on way home just now
i saw this tall and slender "girl" with very very long hair (up to almost her waist) walking with her "guy" friend to join the bus Q
then i realised tt the "girl" has no neh neh but has an apple
and her so called "guy" friend has neh neh but no apple
omfg!!
what has become of this world???!!!??
girl wants to acts like boy
and boy wants to be a girl
*slap forehead*
on way home just now
i saw this tall and slender "girl" with very very long hair (up to almost her waist) walking with her "guy" friend to join the bus Q
then i realised tt the "girl" has no neh neh but has an apple
and her so called "guy" friend has neh neh but no apple
omfg!!
what has become of this world???!!!??
girl wants to acts like boy
and boy wants to be a girl
*slap forehead*
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
WAIT FOR ME
today i wanted to see her to close up the work due for this coming thur
she said she is busy
so i said ok after lunch
actually, i have been wanting to see her since last fri
but she always busy
which i can understand
so today in the evening i told her if she cannot meet me today i will meet her tomolo AM
as i have class tonight
she actually told me (in a joking manner) dun go for class lah. wait for me
and i replied her no lor. i am gg for the class. work life balance
and she replied wa! u dare to loud loud say hor
and i said i quote and unquote from lion
and i laffed and walk away
frankly speaking, if she is busy. no pt waiting
imagine tt time i waited for 4.5hrs just to talk to her for 15 mins and its 11 plus PM lor
this is not the way lah
its not tt i dun want to stay
i dun mind staying but she must have time to entertain me
if she does not as she needs to rush work out then i sit there and WASTE time also not rite rite?
sigh
i think she is unhappy with me
but do i care?
sigh
i was waiting to see her since last fri lor
fri, then mon, and today is tue
she everyday not free for me
then what can i do
i just felt tt if the office gg to operate in this manner
then die le
nothing will ever moves
and must see her programme then can make things work
sigh
everything she also wants to be involve then how?
really cmi
either she wakes up her idea or the mgt wakes up theirs
she said she is busy
so i said ok after lunch
actually, i have been wanting to see her since last fri
but she always busy
which i can understand
so today in the evening i told her if she cannot meet me today i will meet her tomolo AM
as i have class tonight
she actually told me (in a joking manner) dun go for class lah. wait for me
and i replied her no lor. i am gg for the class. work life balance
and she replied wa! u dare to loud loud say hor
and i said i quote and unquote from lion
and i laffed and walk away
frankly speaking, if she is busy. no pt waiting
imagine tt time i waited for 4.5hrs just to talk to her for 15 mins and its 11 plus PM lor
this is not the way lah
its not tt i dun want to stay
i dun mind staying but she must have time to entertain me
if she does not as she needs to rush work out then i sit there and WASTE time also not rite rite?
sigh
i think she is unhappy with me
but do i care?
sigh
i was waiting to see her since last fri lor
fri, then mon, and today is tue
she everyday not free for me
then what can i do
i just felt tt if the office gg to operate in this manner
then die le
nothing will ever moves
and must see her programme then can make things work
sigh
everything she also wants to be involve then how?
really cmi
either she wakes up her idea or the mgt wakes up theirs
ANYTHING
G: what's the problem? i asked u what u want to drink and u said anything.
B: *mumble mumble*
G: so my fault is it?
B: *mumble mumble*
G: what kind of person r u? really. *shake head*
B: i am *mumble mumble mumble*
G: u always conveniently pushes all the blame to me. always
B: *mumble mumble mumble*
walking towards the bus interchange
i heard this conversation b/w the boy and the girl
then girl can see damn tl liao but the guy still cheery cheery
then suddenly the guy halted in his footstep and sat on the bus railing
and the girl continued to walk on to the bus Q
omg!!
what is this??
really lor... what kind of man is the boy
*speechless*
cmi
i have no idea did he eventually send her home, coz my bus came
but whatever is it, must be gentleman and send her home rite
afterall, ur gf lor, not mine
and if u dun want to send her home, i can say tt there are many guys out there who are waiting to send her home lor
so before u regret ur decision/action, better just do it......
all becoz of "ANYTHING"
wa kao!!
B: *mumble mumble*
G: so my fault is it?
B: *mumble mumble*
G: what kind of person r u? really. *shake head*
B: i am *mumble mumble mumble*
G: u always conveniently pushes all the blame to me. always
B: *mumble mumble mumble*
walking towards the bus interchange
i heard this conversation b/w the boy and the girl
then girl can see damn tl liao but the guy still cheery cheery
then suddenly the guy halted in his footstep and sat on the bus railing
and the girl continued to walk on to the bus Q
omg!!
what is this??
really lor... what kind of man is the boy
*speechless*
cmi
i have no idea did he eventually send her home, coz my bus came
but whatever is it, must be gentleman and send her home rite
afterall, ur gf lor, not mine
and if u dun want to send her home, i can say tt there are many guys out there who are waiting to send her home lor
so before u regret ur decision/action, better just do it......
all becoz of "ANYTHING"
wa kao!!
Monday, April 27, 2009
NOT BUILD IN A DAY
frankly speaking, we all know tt rome is not build in a day
so why is it tt she keeps wanting to change this change tt,
include this include tt
do this and do tt
dun she knows tt she needs to take each step as it is
baby step
cannot one step reach the sky lor
sigh
tell her she dun like to listen
then how??
keep asking us got any problem? got any qn? got any concern?
when we feedback, she sure have her 101 ways to counter attack back
not tt we dun want to do
but too over whelming le
how to do?
everybody is so upset and unhappy
and end of the day when we dun meet her datelines, she is the unhappy one
then what;'s the pt
keep telling us not to claimed tt it cannot be done, coz she did it
but she is she, and we are we
wa kao!!
cannot talk de
no communication............
think soon will have to tell rome is destroyed in ONE day
*faint can*
and the unit will be destroyed by her one fine day..............
so why is it tt she keeps wanting to change this change tt,
include this include tt
do this and do tt
dun she knows tt she needs to take each step as it is
baby step
cannot one step reach the sky lor
sigh
tell her she dun like to listen
then how??
keep asking us got any problem? got any qn? got any concern?
when we feedback, she sure have her 101 ways to counter attack back
not tt we dun want to do
but too over whelming le
how to do?
everybody is so upset and unhappy
and end of the day when we dun meet her datelines, she is the unhappy one
then what;'s the pt
keep telling us not to claimed tt it cannot be done, coz she did it
but she is she, and we are we
wa kao!!
cannot talk de
no communication............
think soon will have to tell rome is destroyed in ONE day
*faint can*
and the unit will be destroyed by her one fine day..............
RE TEST
the doc from RMC called me in the afternoon
told me to go back for another urine test just to make sure all is well
i mean after 2 weeks!!!
omg!!
so scary hor..........for what? suddenly out of the blue she called
i mean the other doc whom i went for the review said all seemed ok
and now she called and said better come for another urine test just to confirm no "small stones" in the kidney!!!
wa say!!!
although i felt much better now
but once awhile there is pain at the sides
and sat and sun were the worst pain
on both sides
omg!!
i think i better stop taking all kind of water except for plain water
till the day i go for my urine test no other water except the good old plain water
no joke man!!!
what if i really gg to die?
omg!!
nose bleed, hair drop, sides pain, i think soon i will mati
its all signs.......
omg omg
better go for the re test soon before i go to GC
told me to go back for another urine test just to make sure all is well
i mean after 2 weeks!!!
omg!!
so scary hor..........for what? suddenly out of the blue she called
i mean the other doc whom i went for the review said all seemed ok
and now she called and said better come for another urine test just to confirm no "small stones" in the kidney!!!
wa say!!!
although i felt much better now
but once awhile there is pain at the sides
and sat and sun were the worst pain
on both sides
omg!!
i think i better stop taking all kind of water except for plain water
till the day i go for my urine test no other water except the good old plain water
no joke man!!!
what if i really gg to die?
omg!!
nose bleed, hair drop, sides pain, i think soon i will mati
its all signs.......
omg omg
better go for the re test soon before i go to GC
FORGIVE BUT CAN FORGET OR NOT
was reading an article from NUYOU when in starsbuck just now
what happened when men strayed? should we forgive and forget??
well, the answer is "must try to salvage first. if cannot then let it go....cannot dun try and then let it go.....afterall the r/s was built on trust and love. cannot say one time mistake and forever condemned"
but the author did mentioned
when the guy chooses to stray, there is no more love lor
so the girl hor, always the innocent party, will think all sorts of reaons, like she is the fault. she is not good enough for him. blah blah blah
the author said something tt the women should just wake up and move on
once love is gone, whatever is over le lor
dun think so much
so what if there was love once, its OVER!!!
men also loves to give excuses when things goes wrong
"i am also human. i am also lonely. i am also tempted by temptations lor. so why cannot give me a chance?"
and women, once made up their minds "u off track. so bye bye. no second thoughts abt it"
so tts why the conclusion
must try to salvage first, if all methods exhausted and still cannot solved or saved anything then let it go and move on
best for everybody..........
there was this story abt the wife took up the 1 yr assignment to go overseas
the couple very lovey dovey de
so the wife very confident tt hubby will stay faithful
then who knows, hubby and coll *ahem*
after one yr, wife came back and found out
deliebrate for sometimes
wife refused to go for the D
then she took up another yr assignment to go overseas
and then after few months decided to go ahead with the D
and the hubby cited "he is lonely. subject to temptation. he is afterall a human. why the wife like this? still said love him. but never give him a chance to save the marriage"
the wife thinks otherwise "i also alone overseas. but i did not get tempted. i am still faithful to u. i dun want to talk abt it le. i just want to get out of the marriage, afterall u r the one at fault not me"
their common friend thinks tt they should at least thrash out the issues, talk over it and tried to save the marriage
hm.......nothing much to comment
but i do agreed with the author
must try to save the marriage, exhausted all means, if really cannot work it out/ thrash is out then let it go
after all it took fate and some effort and love to make the r/s works
so must work hard to save it and salvage it. still cannot then
swee swee let it go...........
dun make the scene turn ugly lor
whats the pt rite?
i still think it boils down to the responsibilities u have towards the r/s, ur partner and urself
=))
what lonely? what human? what temptation?
all nonsense lor
before u do something, think abt how u will feel if ur partner did the same thing
can u forgive and forget and still accept
if u can, then by all means just do it
but dun regret ur actions, coz hor, ur partner might not be as "big square" like u to forgive, forget and then accept
think twice my friends.......
what happened when men strayed? should we forgive and forget??
well, the answer is "must try to salvage first. if cannot then let it go....cannot dun try and then let it go.....afterall the r/s was built on trust and love. cannot say one time mistake and forever condemned"
but the author did mentioned
when the guy chooses to stray, there is no more love lor
so the girl hor, always the innocent party, will think all sorts of reaons, like she is the fault. she is not good enough for him. blah blah blah
the author said something tt the women should just wake up and move on
once love is gone, whatever is over le lor
dun think so much
so what if there was love once, its OVER!!!
men also loves to give excuses when things goes wrong
"i am also human. i am also lonely. i am also tempted by temptations lor. so why cannot give me a chance?"
and women, once made up their minds "u off track. so bye bye. no second thoughts abt it"
so tts why the conclusion
must try to salvage first, if all methods exhausted and still cannot solved or saved anything then let it go and move on
best for everybody..........
there was this story abt the wife took up the 1 yr assignment to go overseas
the couple very lovey dovey de
so the wife very confident tt hubby will stay faithful
then who knows, hubby and coll *ahem*
after one yr, wife came back and found out
deliebrate for sometimes
wife refused to go for the D
then she took up another yr assignment to go overseas
and then after few months decided to go ahead with the D
and the hubby cited "he is lonely. subject to temptation. he is afterall a human. why the wife like this? still said love him. but never give him a chance to save the marriage"
the wife thinks otherwise "i also alone overseas. but i did not get tempted. i am still faithful to u. i dun want to talk abt it le. i just want to get out of the marriage, afterall u r the one at fault not me"
their common friend thinks tt they should at least thrash out the issues, talk over it and tried to save the marriage
hm.......nothing much to comment
but i do agreed with the author
must try to save the marriage, exhausted all means, if really cannot work it out/ thrash is out then let it go
after all it took fate and some effort and love to make the r/s works
so must work hard to save it and salvage it. still cannot then
swee swee let it go...........
dun make the scene turn ugly lor
whats the pt rite?
i still think it boils down to the responsibilities u have towards the r/s, ur partner and urself
=))
what lonely? what human? what temptation?
all nonsense lor
before u do something, think abt how u will feel if ur partner did the same thing
can u forgive and forget and still accept
if u can, then by all means just do it
but dun regret ur actions, coz hor, ur partner might not be as "big square" like u to forgive, forget and then accept
think twice my friends.......
JEALOUS?? NOT ME........
was watching the hr serial "EU" just now
got one scene can see tt the male actor very jealous tt the girl was wearing the necklace another guy gave her
so he brought her to the jewellry shop to get a new one for her
the girl asked him "u jealous huh?"
and the guy replied "if i am not jealous, i dun love u rite?"
and i asked dear "u never jealous de hor, so u dun love me rite?"
and his incredible replied was "if i am jealous, there will be many things u cannot do lor"
and i gave him a blur look "means what? why cannot do many things"
and he continued "if i am jealous, i make sure everyday u r with me. u dun expect me to let u go out or do whatever u want to do lor"
wa!!!
no action, then no action, got action, it is a big one lor
wonder what will happened if i told him tt ivan got me a necklace for christmas.....OPPs~~!!
hehehe.......
still, he no answer my qn hor........
love or dun love me??
hehe......
*ahem*
got one scene can see tt the male actor very jealous tt the girl was wearing the necklace another guy gave her
so he brought her to the jewellry shop to get a new one for her
the girl asked him "u jealous huh?"
and the guy replied "if i am not jealous, i dun love u rite?"
and i asked dear "u never jealous de hor, so u dun love me rite?"
and his incredible replied was "if i am jealous, there will be many things u cannot do lor"
and i gave him a blur look "means what? why cannot do many things"
and he continued "if i am jealous, i make sure everyday u r with me. u dun expect me to let u go out or do whatever u want to do lor"
wa!!!
no action, then no action, got action, it is a big one lor
wonder what will happened if i told him tt ivan got me a necklace for christmas.....OPPs~~!!
hehehe.......
still, he no answer my qn hor........
love or dun love me??
hehe......
*ahem*
浮生若水
i like this song very much
its from the show "tai ji" which 林峰 is acting
now screening on SCV every weekday at 8pm
i fell in love with this song when i first heard it
i guessed its becoz at tt song blended very well with the scene.........
i like the way the song writer use water to describe whatever he wants to describe/compare to
my chinese not very good
but i think he wants to compare something with the water bah........
即使身處逆流未畏懼
我兩手 一轉勢便浮浪午睡
任潮浪再巨 也終歸跌碎
何妨學習輕舟懂得戲水
假使所愛流離在對岸
我的心 肯輕放便難被碰撞
為誰而震盪 沒法收便放
離離合合悲悲喜喜似水
別強擋
善莫善於水 輕與重
也借勢推送
柔弱莫弱於水 水轉動
卸去了心痛
容大莫大於水 將壓力
化清風 磨到頑石也融
將恨意歸空
不爭先氣度才無處覓
永遠不執於友敵 才無敵 動搖沒法靜
懂得用勁 浮沉順逆轉身不沾背影
像泡影
善莫善於水 輕與重
也借勢推送
柔弱莫弱於水 水轉動
卸去了心痛
容大莫大於水 將壓力
化清風 磨到頑石也融
將恨意歸空 善莫善於水
水向下 退了也可進
柔弱莫弱於水 水舞動
哪裡要操控 容大莫大於水
山與岸 被簇擁 直到頑石失蹤
只望見清空
its from the show "tai ji" which 林峰 is acting
now screening on SCV every weekday at 8pm
i fell in love with this song when i first heard it
i guessed its becoz at tt song blended very well with the scene.........
i like the way the song writer use water to describe whatever he wants to describe/compare to
my chinese not very good
but i think he wants to compare something with the water bah........
即使身處逆流未畏懼
我兩手 一轉勢便浮浪午睡
任潮浪再巨 也終歸跌碎
何妨學習輕舟懂得戲水
假使所愛流離在對岸
我的心 肯輕放便難被碰撞
為誰而震盪 沒法收便放
離離合合悲悲喜喜似水
別強擋
善莫善於水 輕與重
也借勢推送
柔弱莫弱於水 水轉動
卸去了心痛
容大莫大於水 將壓力
化清風 磨到頑石也融
將恨意歸空
不爭先氣度才無處覓
永遠不執於友敵 才無敵 動搖沒法靜
懂得用勁 浮沉順逆轉身不沾背影
像泡影
善莫善於水 輕與重
也借勢推送
柔弱莫弱於水 水轉動
卸去了心痛
容大莫大於水 將壓力
化清風 磨到頑石也融
將恨意歸空 善莫善於水
水向下 退了也可進
柔弱莫弱於水 水舞動
哪裡要操控 容大莫大於水
山與岸 被簇擁 直到頑石失蹤
只望見清空
CHECKED 2
first we booked the air tickets le
just now we booked the hotels or rather apartment
2 checks..........
next on the list should be the visa bah
then the iternary and then markings on the map so tt dear knows where to go
but frankly speaking, after so many things happened during the past 2 weeks, i really not much mood to plan..........
but then again, 2 checks le
jia you!!
just now we booked the hotels or rather apartment
2 checks..........
next on the list should be the visa bah
then the iternary and then markings on the map so tt dear knows where to go
but frankly speaking, after so many things happened during the past 2 weeks, i really not much mood to plan..........
but then again, 2 checks le
jia you!!
BACK ACHE
just now was watching the hk serial "tai ji" on the net
suddenly while on his way to the toilet
dear did a back stunt on me
omg!!
my rite side hurts so much
actually, not his fault coz it was already aching in the afternoon, just tt i did not tell him
and i cried
hahaha
ok ok
i did not cry as in cry
but i shed tears lah
dear looked very apologetic
and i told him "its ok. dun worry"
and he said "sure or not? but u r crying"
i told him "its ok lah, no big deal"
he tried to give me back massage to ease the pain
but frankly speaking, i also dun know what is it lor
and the massage won't work de, i also dun know whats the problem with me
is it the sleeping posture? the seating posture? or i carried heavy stuff and it strained the muscles there? i also dun know
all i know is tt i cannot lay flat on my back coz its very painful
neither can i sleep on both my sides........sigh
the RMC only gave me plasters to stick on the sides
though it souded ridiculous, but it really work
except i dun know why after 1 painless week
why it came back again..........
sigh
suddenly while on his way to the toilet
dear did a back stunt on me
omg!!
my rite side hurts so much
actually, not his fault coz it was already aching in the afternoon, just tt i did not tell him
and i cried
hahaha
ok ok
i did not cry as in cry
but i shed tears lah
dear looked very apologetic
and i told him "its ok. dun worry"
and he said "sure or not? but u r crying"
i told him "its ok lah, no big deal"
he tried to give me back massage to ease the pain
but frankly speaking, i also dun know what is it lor
and the massage won't work de, i also dun know whats the problem with me
is it the sleeping posture? the seating posture? or i carried heavy stuff and it strained the muscles there? i also dun know
all i know is tt i cannot lay flat on my back coz its very painful
neither can i sleep on both my sides........sigh
the RMC only gave me plasters to stick on the sides
though it souded ridiculous, but it really work
except i dun know why after 1 painless week
why it came back again..........
sigh
Sunday, April 26, 2009
AM I A QUITTER??
was just telling dear abt the leave and the course thingy which truly upsetted everybody
apply 1 day leave, pls give 2 weeks in advance
apply long leave, pls give 2 months in advance
wa kao!!
what is this rite?
leave, ur entitlement, yet they made it like, "its subject to my approval"
i dun see the "disruption" to the whole unit if i am only taking 1 day leave
i mean will the whole co close down becoz i take 1 day leave? i dun think so lor. the co can still function with 1 person less lor. if the whole co can close down due to 1 person being on leave, i think the co something wrong leh
they even claimed tt even though the leave has been approved, if something cropped up along the way, if they want u to cancel it, u have to cancel it
WA SAY rite?
damn nb turtle lor
never before in my 13 yrs have i ever come across such thingy
they even said tt when u want to buy tickets to go overseas hor, u call them to let them know, they will tell u ok or not ok to purchase ur tickets
see, they are the GOD liao lor
they tell u whether can or cannot
they very steady de
i mean why must i stay in or force myself to work with such unreasonable conditions/environment??
i made my stand very clear to my fellow coll
if they ever dare reject my application or made me cancelled my entitlement
i will throw in the letter
then they go answer the mgt when mgt ask me why i want to quit
i will just tell them coz i have no entitlement tts why i quit to enjoy 365 days of leave. dun need ppl's approval.
if they want to run the co in their own ways and rules and regulations, then they better go tell HR to apply the co's policies tt leave is NOT an entitlement to staff rather its subjected to the head of the unit
dear said i should not quit
but stay on and be a fighter
so what if i quit and move on
does it mean tt the next one will not have such thing??
he said tt i am naive (ya, again)
and if they want to manage us, we better manage them back
she just want to show the mgt tt she can manage us and then mangagement will give her the head post
so as long as we dun listen, she cannot do anything with us she will have to change her ways of handing us
i do think what dear said make sense
but why must i force myself to work in such unfriendly environment?
like she always said "if u think u are better, then u can by all means take over my seat. i gladly let u have it." and "i am not hard up for the job, neither am i hard up for the post"
since day 1 i have said tt i dun need to work until got dragon got lion lor
i just want to do my work and get paid monthly
u can have tt hot seat, i am not hard up for it
and i can truly and loudly tell u or anybody right in their face " I AM NEVER HARD UP FOR ANY JOB"
i can quit and tts it
no big deal to me ( as of now lah. in future, i dare not say)
before i landed myself with this job, i can say tt i was appr 3 months without a job
and no big deal, just tt money is running out, but so be it
=)
so even without this job now, i can still survive........
so dun always used this 2 slogans of urs to threaten me
coz u dun mean what u said but i mean every word tt comes out from my mouth
dear said i dun need to play their games
but i have to understand it so tt i can protect myself
but then again, if i have time, i rather work then to put up a fight
what for rite?
waste time and spoil the working r/s
tts why dear said must handle it professionally, with patience and tactically
which i truly agreed
but it will drained me off of my energy.........
few days ago
i send an email notification of the course approval
she raise her voice at me why i applied the course without her approval
i also not save oil lamp lor
i told her this course was nominated by big boss f de lor
but since she like this say, i dun mind cancelling it
then i tell boss tt she did not approved lor
then she shot back "since its big boss f nominate u go one, i cannot over write him"
wa kao rite?
she wants t loud loud shoot me also must have reason to do so lor
luckily my reply got reason de lor
if not i mati also dun know why
but the poor 2 girls were not as lucky as me
they were also asked the same thingy as me
and they explained tt that courses were applied way before tt magic date
and she dun want to listen to their explaination and insisted tt they "by pass" her
and she "instructed" them to cancel the course citing tt K's course is irrelevant to her work and Q's is just simply "unit strength is weak"
wa kao!!
Q was very upset by it
she cried...shed tears
like i said "unit strength weak" is not our problem, its mgt de
so they better get more ppl in lor
and then they said tt they want us to apply for short courses, like the 3-6 months type conducted in poly
recognised and also got cert de
pc raised the issue tt that will be after working hours and its our own time lor
and what if got delayed in work how?
they dun listen
and pc and i were discussing if they dispproved our leave, does it mean tt we can also "disapprove" the leave they choose for us
hehehe
i mean, i won;t want to go for such short courses
sure got assignements, got test, got exams de lor
then eat into my working hours time and private time
who gg to pay for it?
and when my work delayed then how? who answerable?
not me lor
i mean u can tell me tt i have to mgt my time
but hor, managing my time is within office working hours not after
after is my own time
dun dun play play with me lor
i dun want to be a quitter
neither do i want to be a fighter
but u step into my boundaries, i think i will put up a fight and then
end of the day, i will quit
i mean, why should i want to work in such environment
and moreover i have said before, i dun like his mgt style neither do i like hers
wonder when the new head will come in
will it be better? and end of nitemare?
i know she needs to prove something to the mgt
but hor, pls lor not on my expenses
i do know she has her own set of problem now and standard to meet
but then dun use her high standards on me
very tiring de
she should work ard us not we ard her
she is only ONE person, we ARE many lor
so its the other way round
a good boss should know our weakness and strength and then work ard us to make us better
if cannot breathe..........soon everybody will leave and then how?
she gg to work alone lor
then whats the pt
lagi worst rite
and tt will reflect lagi badly on her
everybody is waiting for july to come
then after *ahem* i also dun know what will happen
and i dun really care
if can, i hope to finish up my contract here
and then move on
afterall, its almost 1 yr le
so fast hor
so "poo" and then 2nd yr will come soon
so might as well hang in there
finishes contract, tts my responsibilities and be liable to myself
=)
at least i know i am no quitter
apply 1 day leave, pls give 2 weeks in advance
apply long leave, pls give 2 months in advance
wa kao!!
what is this rite?
leave, ur entitlement, yet they made it like, "its subject to my approval"
i dun see the "disruption" to the whole unit if i am only taking 1 day leave
i mean will the whole co close down becoz i take 1 day leave? i dun think so lor. the co can still function with 1 person less lor. if the whole co can close down due to 1 person being on leave, i think the co something wrong leh
they even claimed tt even though the leave has been approved, if something cropped up along the way, if they want u to cancel it, u have to cancel it
WA SAY rite?
damn nb turtle lor
never before in my 13 yrs have i ever come across such thingy
they even said tt when u want to buy tickets to go overseas hor, u call them to let them know, they will tell u ok or not ok to purchase ur tickets
see, they are the GOD liao lor
they tell u whether can or cannot
they very steady de
i mean why must i stay in or force myself to work with such unreasonable conditions/environment??
i made my stand very clear to my fellow coll
if they ever dare reject my application or made me cancelled my entitlement
i will throw in the letter
then they go answer the mgt when mgt ask me why i want to quit
i will just tell them coz i have no entitlement tts why i quit to enjoy 365 days of leave. dun need ppl's approval.
if they want to run the co in their own ways and rules and regulations, then they better go tell HR to apply the co's policies tt leave is NOT an entitlement to staff rather its subjected to the head of the unit
dear said i should not quit
but stay on and be a fighter
so what if i quit and move on
does it mean tt the next one will not have such thing??
he said tt i am naive (ya, again)
and if they want to manage us, we better manage them back
she just want to show the mgt tt she can manage us and then mangagement will give her the head post
so as long as we dun listen, she cannot do anything with us she will have to change her ways of handing us
i do think what dear said make sense
but why must i force myself to work in such unfriendly environment?
like she always said "if u think u are better, then u can by all means take over my seat. i gladly let u have it." and "i am not hard up for the job, neither am i hard up for the post"
since day 1 i have said tt i dun need to work until got dragon got lion lor
i just want to do my work and get paid monthly
u can have tt hot seat, i am not hard up for it
and i can truly and loudly tell u or anybody right in their face " I AM NEVER HARD UP FOR ANY JOB"
i can quit and tts it
no big deal to me ( as of now lah. in future, i dare not say)
before i landed myself with this job, i can say tt i was appr 3 months without a job
and no big deal, just tt money is running out, but so be it
=)
so even without this job now, i can still survive........
so dun always used this 2 slogans of urs to threaten me
coz u dun mean what u said but i mean every word tt comes out from my mouth
dear said i dun need to play their games
but i have to understand it so tt i can protect myself
but then again, if i have time, i rather work then to put up a fight
what for rite?
waste time and spoil the working r/s
tts why dear said must handle it professionally, with patience and tactically
which i truly agreed
but it will drained me off of my energy.........
few days ago
i send an email notification of the course approval
she raise her voice at me why i applied the course without her approval
i also not save oil lamp lor
i told her this course was nominated by big boss f de lor
but since she like this say, i dun mind cancelling it
then i tell boss tt she did not approved lor
then she shot back "since its big boss f nominate u go one, i cannot over write him"
wa kao rite?
she wants t loud loud shoot me also must have reason to do so lor
luckily my reply got reason de lor
if not i mati also dun know why
but the poor 2 girls were not as lucky as me
they were also asked the same thingy as me
and they explained tt that courses were applied way before tt magic date
and she dun want to listen to their explaination and insisted tt they "by pass" her
and she "instructed" them to cancel the course citing tt K's course is irrelevant to her work and Q's is just simply "unit strength is weak"
wa kao!!
Q was very upset by it
she cried...shed tears
like i said "unit strength weak" is not our problem, its mgt de
so they better get more ppl in lor
and then they said tt they want us to apply for short courses, like the 3-6 months type conducted in poly
recognised and also got cert de
pc raised the issue tt that will be after working hours and its our own time lor
and what if got delayed in work how?
they dun listen
and pc and i were discussing if they dispproved our leave, does it mean tt we can also "disapprove" the leave they choose for us
hehehe
i mean, i won;t want to go for such short courses
sure got assignements, got test, got exams de lor
then eat into my working hours time and private time
who gg to pay for it?
and when my work delayed then how? who answerable?
not me lor
i mean u can tell me tt i have to mgt my time
but hor, managing my time is within office working hours not after
after is my own time
dun dun play play with me lor
i dun want to be a quitter
neither do i want to be a fighter
but u step into my boundaries, i think i will put up a fight and then
end of the day, i will quit
i mean, why should i want to work in such environment
and moreover i have said before, i dun like his mgt style neither do i like hers
wonder when the new head will come in
will it be better? and end of nitemare?
i know she needs to prove something to the mgt
but hor, pls lor not on my expenses
i do know she has her own set of problem now and standard to meet
but then dun use her high standards on me
very tiring de
she should work ard us not we ard her
she is only ONE person, we ARE many lor
so its the other way round
a good boss should know our weakness and strength and then work ard us to make us better
if cannot breathe..........soon everybody will leave and then how?
she gg to work alone lor
then whats the pt
lagi worst rite
and tt will reflect lagi badly on her
everybody is waiting for july to come
then after *ahem* i also dun know what will happen
and i dun really care
if can, i hope to finish up my contract here
and then move on
afterall, its almost 1 yr le
so fast hor
so "poo" and then 2nd yr will come soon
so might as well hang in there
finishes contract, tts my responsibilities and be liable to myself
=)
at least i know i am no quitter
Friday, April 24, 2009
AN EYE FOR NO EYE?
i did not meant to sabo her
but then again when i was sitting in my cubicle listening to their conversation, its so obvious she is "fanning" her lor
hear already also tl lor
anyway, if she wants to do tt, by all means, i dun care
coz i am not gg to do tt lor
i just do my work, and talk work
no more personal stuff
enough!!
she can continues to play the game
anyway, i think she did felt tt i have drew a line with her
and so she also started to play the same game as me
which is fine with me
=)
both can play the same game rite?
i cannot possibly stop anybody
anyway, 1/2 hrs later she went into the real topic
abt the unrefundable fee
blah blah blah
and i got buay ta han
so i went "but its written in the letter"
and then no words came back from them
and then the senior went "but the checklist should state. think i over look tt"
and then u can hear junior talking to her like *beam beam* "i found some thing tt u did not spot it"
and it just so remind me of tt fateful day when she sabo me
and then i diam diam lor
afterall, why i want to get myself into trouble rite?
then she went on" so how now? must issue corrigendum to inform them?"
and senior went "no need lah. its in ur letter mah"
and then the real thing came into the picture "hm.....erm.......but my letter dun have"
and senior went "how can dun have? my template have le. u see."
and she went "but my letter really dun have"
kua kua kua
she was luckier than me lor
i did not add salt, sugar, pepper and vinegar lor
after i commented tt the letter should have, i diam diam le
and she hor, dun know what she said to senior to get me into hot soup
but its not revenge from me lor
i was just stating the facts
but she did not when she sabo me tt fateful day...............
i also dun know how they solved the problem
but then, ok lah. its a well known fact, non refundable fee. so nothing to argue abt
no implication
she lucky lor
but can see she was mad with me
but do i care?
coz i know very well, i did not sabo her like she did to me
but then again when i was sitting in my cubicle listening to their conversation, its so obvious she is "fanning" her lor
hear already also tl lor
anyway, if she wants to do tt, by all means, i dun care
coz i am not gg to do tt lor
i just do my work, and talk work
no more personal stuff
enough!!
she can continues to play the game
anyway, i think she did felt tt i have drew a line with her
and so she also started to play the same game as me
which is fine with me
=)
both can play the same game rite?
i cannot possibly stop anybody
anyway, 1/2 hrs later she went into the real topic
abt the unrefundable fee
blah blah blah
and i got buay ta han
so i went "but its written in the letter"
and then no words came back from them
and then the senior went "but the checklist should state. think i over look tt"
and then u can hear junior talking to her like *beam beam* "i found some thing tt u did not spot it"
and it just so remind me of tt fateful day when she sabo me
and then i diam diam lor
afterall, why i want to get myself into trouble rite?
then she went on" so how now? must issue corrigendum to inform them?"
and senior went "no need lah. its in ur letter mah"
and then the real thing came into the picture "hm.....erm.......but my letter dun have"
and senior went "how can dun have? my template have le. u see."
and she went "but my letter really dun have"
kua kua kua
she was luckier than me lor
i did not add salt, sugar, pepper and vinegar lor
after i commented tt the letter should have, i diam diam le
and she hor, dun know what she said to senior to get me into hot soup
but its not revenge from me lor
i was just stating the facts
but she did not when she sabo me tt fateful day...............
i also dun know how they solved the problem
but then, ok lah. its a well known fact, non refundable fee. so nothing to argue abt
no implication
she lucky lor
but can see she was mad with me
but do i care?
coz i know very well, i did not sabo her like she did to me
INCONSIDERATE
u choose to sit on the outside seat
so obviously i have to take the inside one rite
then dun give me the "damn tl" look like i inconvenience u lor
come on~~!!
duh
then i alight earlier than u
of course, since u chose to sit on the outside seat then pls make way for me to get out of my inside seat and proceed to the exit
so dun give me the "double damn tl" look........
please bear in mind, its U who inconvenience others first and not others inconvenience U!!
so better wake up ur INCONSIDERATE idea!!
pui!!
so obviously i have to take the inside one rite
then dun give me the "damn tl" look like i inconvenience u lor
come on~~!!
duh
then i alight earlier than u
of course, since u chose to sit on the outside seat then pls make way for me to get out of my inside seat and proceed to the exit
so dun give me the "double damn tl" look........
please bear in mind, its U who inconvenience others first and not others inconvenience U!!
so better wake up ur INCONSIDERATE idea!!
pui!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
HAO LIAN
this man, A, did some mischief for whatever reason, i dun care
he was caught, brought to justice and then fine $1,200
it was reported that he said "i spend $4K in karaoke what is this $1,200...."
aw!!!!!!!!!!!
sure he can afford it
lived in private housing, i presumed and assumed he also drives a big car, blah blah blah, the list goes on
but to me, its just plain hao lian lor
really, if u have that kind of cash to spare why dun donate it to ppl who REALLY needs them
instead of "flushing it into the toilet bowl"
not tt i am saying fines are like toilet bowl or whatever
but why waste such good money when it could have been "A LOT" of money to others
*ponder*
just like tt 13 yr old kid who chalked up a hefty debt of $XK by betting soccer online and when he was being counseled, he dun think whats so big deal abt it and he dun think he is wrong
*slap forehead*
what is this??
either he comes from a well to do family or he has absolutely no idea on the impt of $$$$$ or plainly his parents's fault.
KS said its the parents' fault. the moment u choose to pop the child out, no matter how old he/she is, they are still ur responsibility
wow!!
quite a heavy responsibility
no joke!!
better think twice abt popping one, or maybe even 2!!!!
he was caught, brought to justice and then fine $1,200
it was reported that he said "i spend $4K in karaoke what is this $1,200...."
aw!!!!!!!!!!!
sure he can afford it
lived in private housing, i presumed and assumed he also drives a big car, blah blah blah, the list goes on
but to me, its just plain hao lian lor
really, if u have that kind of cash to spare why dun donate it to ppl who REALLY needs them
instead of "flushing it into the toilet bowl"
not tt i am saying fines are like toilet bowl or whatever
but why waste such good money when it could have been "A LOT" of money to others
*ponder*
just like tt 13 yr old kid who chalked up a hefty debt of $XK by betting soccer online and when he was being counseled, he dun think whats so big deal abt it and he dun think he is wrong
*slap forehead*
what is this??
either he comes from a well to do family or he has absolutely no idea on the impt of $$$$$ or plainly his parents's fault.
KS said its the parents' fault. the moment u choose to pop the child out, no matter how old he/she is, they are still ur responsibility
wow!!
quite a heavy responsibility
no joke!!
better think twice abt popping one, or maybe even 2!!!!
SHE CRIED
we had an unit meeting today
some issues were brought up directed to her
then a job scope was taken away from her to pass it to C
and then after the meeting ended, all was fine, we were talking, laffing on our way to the canteen.
i turned my head and viola!!
2 of them gone
and i saw them standing at the corridor
and then i think i saw her crying and c was comforting her
jw called c and then she went back
few mins later, she called and told us to proceed
wa kao!!
whats so big deal tt she has to cry?
and after lunch, i was told tt she upset tt the job scope was taken out from her
wa lao!!
does she need to cry?
so big deal?
got other things to do de lor, scare what
really shake head
we all too shocked for words
really
*faint can*
anyway, whether is she telling the truth i dun know
is she upset becoz she was pin pt during the meeting, ie, take urgent leave, take mc never informed.
anyway, in my dictionary, she always lied. so whether is it the truth tt she was upset coz the work was taken out from her, i will only listen listen
but then, i have to say my heart went out to her when she cried
i think i too soft hearted le
always pity ppl
if i pity ppl then who pity me
sigh
better wake up my idea
some issues were brought up directed to her
then a job scope was taken away from her to pass it to C
and then after the meeting ended, all was fine, we were talking, laffing on our way to the canteen.
i turned my head and viola!!
2 of them gone
and i saw them standing at the corridor
and then i think i saw her crying and c was comforting her
jw called c and then she went back
few mins later, she called and told us to proceed
wa kao!!
whats so big deal tt she has to cry?
and after lunch, i was told tt she upset tt the job scope was taken out from her
wa lao!!
does she need to cry?
so big deal?
got other things to do de lor, scare what
really shake head
we all too shocked for words
really
*faint can*
anyway, whether is she telling the truth i dun know
is she upset becoz she was pin pt during the meeting, ie, take urgent leave, take mc never informed.
anyway, in my dictionary, she always lied. so whether is it the truth tt she was upset coz the work was taken out from her, i will only listen listen
but then, i have to say my heart went out to her when she cried
i think i too soft hearted le
always pity ppl
if i pity ppl then who pity me
sigh
better wake up my idea
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
THE FOOL
saw this guy wearing this tee in the lift just now
"don't cry becoz its over but smile coz it happened"
so much easier said than done
u will need to attain certain levels of enlightenment before u truly understood the meaning of the sentence
it has a small little phrase after these wordings "teach us to be grateful"
grateful??
well, pui lor
somebody is not grateful lor
i think i have been so obvious in the office tt ppl does noticed but they dun comment much
we used to be super glued but now..... duh
but do i care.......not really
she did popped by my cubicle a few times today
but i acted very busy and told her "sorry no time got to rush"
really!! i dun want to talk personal anymore
she and me, only work
but then again, even if its work, i dun go ask her lor
i go ask someone else
and when she comes asked me, i just gave her some stupiak replies.
basically the hidden message is "go ask someone else"
she has crossed her boundaries of no return
and i am no fool
few yrs back, i could have forgive and forget and then erased off my harddisk
few yrs on, sorry lor. i am stronger and neither am i the "come bully me all u want"
give u an inch and u want a foot
then take my foot!!!
"nah" *middle finger*
sorry.....i dun want to behave or act like this
but i just dun like to be betrayed for nothing
i am no fool neither am i the ungrateful type
i am contended with who i am and what i got
but the game u played is considered too sophiscated for my level
and the "dead cat" u forced down my throat is just too much for me to swallow
"don't cry becoz its over but smile coz it happened"
so much easier said than done
u will need to attain certain levels of enlightenment before u truly understood the meaning of the sentence
it has a small little phrase after these wordings "teach us to be grateful"
grateful??
well, pui lor
somebody is not grateful lor
i think i have been so obvious in the office tt ppl does noticed but they dun comment much
we used to be super glued but now..... duh
but do i care.......not really
she did popped by my cubicle a few times today
but i acted very busy and told her "sorry no time got to rush"
really!! i dun want to talk personal anymore
she and me, only work
but then again, even if its work, i dun go ask her lor
i go ask someone else
and when she comes asked me, i just gave her some stupiak replies.
basically the hidden message is "go ask someone else"
she has crossed her boundaries of no return
and i am no fool
few yrs back, i could have forgive and forget and then erased off my harddisk
few yrs on, sorry lor. i am stronger and neither am i the "come bully me all u want"
give u an inch and u want a foot
then take my foot!!!
"nah" *middle finger*
sorry.....i dun want to behave or act like this
but i just dun like to be betrayed for nothing
i am no fool neither am i the ungrateful type
i am contended with who i am and what i got
but the game u played is considered too sophiscated for my level
and the "dead cat" u forced down my throat is just too much for me to swallow
Saturday, April 18, 2009
NEW HDP
ya, but not mine
hehehe
dad got himself a new LG hdp
also dun know why he wants to get tt
hm......his existing nokia was still ok wat
anyway, as usual, we have been telling him to get a simple hdp which he KNOWS how to use
dun get those funny funny stuff which he does not know and waste other ppl's time to explain to him.
and its not once, its many many many many, infinity times
coz it does not get into his hard disk
argghhhh
the thought of it makes me want to *pull hair*
but he being him
well, he still got himself a sophiscated one
and he does not know how to use it!!!
came and asked me how to off the hdp
i said i have not used LG phone before so i dun know
and he wants to tell me " but how u off ur phone?"
so i tested him and said "how u off ur nokia phone?"
and he confidently told me "i off it here at the top, but this one dun have"
so i went "precisely, so dun come and ask me how i off my phone. coz the way i off my hdp and the way u off yours, might not be what is for this phone. so please go take out ur menu and read it"
and off he went "guai guai" took out his hdp box and find the manual
he came into the room again and went "how come got a cd de?"
and i went "dun care abt the cd lah. take the book."
i mean, not tt i want to say him, if he dun know how to use the computer, how to operate our house dvd player. then dun bother abt what the cd can do lah... explained already will also be wasting time lor
so i flipped open his book and told him "see this button here. press it and hdp will off le"
and he went to do it and then proudly declared to mum "i know how to off the hdp le"
*beam beam*
tts my dad
one and only one
*shake head*
and as for me
i think i will just go buy a hdp from the 7-11 store bah or maybe check out cheers
no pt paying surcharge for the hdp and moreover i cannot trade in lor
so not worth it
coz get a cheap phone without signing a contract de bah
and then consider what is the next step i want to take
continue with the red service provider (which i think most likely) or change a new one.......but tt will also have to depend on what promotion they have tt attracts me
hehehe
dad got himself a new LG hdp
also dun know why he wants to get tt
hm......his existing nokia was still ok wat
anyway, as usual, we have been telling him to get a simple hdp which he KNOWS how to use
dun get those funny funny stuff which he does not know and waste other ppl's time to explain to him.
and its not once, its many many many many, infinity times
coz it does not get into his hard disk
argghhhh
the thought of it makes me want to *pull hair*
but he being him
well, he still got himself a sophiscated one
and he does not know how to use it!!!
came and asked me how to off the hdp
i said i have not used LG phone before so i dun know
and he wants to tell me " but how u off ur phone?"
so i tested him and said "how u off ur nokia phone?"
and he confidently told me "i off it here at the top, but this one dun have"
so i went "precisely, so dun come and ask me how i off my phone. coz the way i off my hdp and the way u off yours, might not be what is for this phone. so please go take out ur menu and read it"
and off he went "guai guai" took out his hdp box and find the manual
he came into the room again and went "how come got a cd de?"
and i went "dun care abt the cd lah. take the book."
i mean, not tt i want to say him, if he dun know how to use the computer, how to operate our house dvd player. then dun bother abt what the cd can do lah... explained already will also be wasting time lor
so i flipped open his book and told him "see this button here. press it and hdp will off le"
and he went to do it and then proudly declared to mum "i know how to off the hdp le"
*beam beam*
tts my dad
one and only one
*shake head*
and as for me
i think i will just go buy a hdp from the 7-11 store bah or maybe check out cheers
no pt paying surcharge for the hdp and moreover i cannot trade in lor
so not worth it
coz get a cheap phone without signing a contract de bah
and then consider what is the next step i want to take
continue with the red service provider (which i think most likely) or change a new one.......but tt will also have to depend on what promotion they have tt attracts me
BETTER TO SHUT UP THAN TO OPEN UP
the moment i stepped in the room
i saw him doing his mock exam qns and at the same time playing his pc game
so i diam diam
as i was not in a good mood anyway (coz of work and coll)
i decided to read my mag, play my ds, mind my own business
few mins later, he told me tt he still made mistakes in his mock exam qns
22 to be exact.
so i just told him what he told me last week
he might not be able to meet me ask he need to do his mock exam qns
ma chiam like the real thing
so he cannot talk to me or anything he needs to concentrate
then i said tt he will still play his game lor
and he got a bit frustrated and raise his voice at me and said tt tts why he said he cannot meet me, he wants to concentrate and tt includes not playing his game
and then he asked me am i scolding him?
and i said no, just relating to him what he told me last week
so by not concentrating, he made mistakes, then he berri good lor
who to blame? himself lor
then he got angry with me and said tt i did not even check the background first before i scold him
he said he had been attempting these mock qns for 3 days le
so i went so what? if u want to do mock exam qn, dun care 1 day or 1 week, u should not be playing
and then he shot back he dun want to talk to me le coz he angry
frankly speaking, i was not even scolding him
anyway, whatever, the ears are his, btains are his
cannot control what he wants to listen and how he wants to think
really ccb lor
what did i do wrong again?
coz i not supportive?
think i better keep my big mouth shut lor
=(
duh
MEN!!!
i saw him doing his mock exam qns and at the same time playing his pc game
so i diam diam
as i was not in a good mood anyway (coz of work and coll)
i decided to read my mag, play my ds, mind my own business
few mins later, he told me tt he still made mistakes in his mock exam qns
22 to be exact.
so i just told him what he told me last week
he might not be able to meet me ask he need to do his mock exam qns
ma chiam like the real thing
so he cannot talk to me or anything he needs to concentrate
then i said tt he will still play his game lor
and he got a bit frustrated and raise his voice at me and said tt tts why he said he cannot meet me, he wants to concentrate and tt includes not playing his game
and then he asked me am i scolding him?
and i said no, just relating to him what he told me last week
so by not concentrating, he made mistakes, then he berri good lor
who to blame? himself lor
then he got angry with me and said tt i did not even check the background first before i scold him
he said he had been attempting these mock qns for 3 days le
so i went so what? if u want to do mock exam qn, dun care 1 day or 1 week, u should not be playing
and then he shot back he dun want to talk to me le coz he angry
frankly speaking, i was not even scolding him
anyway, whatever, the ears are his, btains are his
cannot control what he wants to listen and how he wants to think
really ccb lor
what did i do wrong again?
coz i not supportive?
think i better keep my big mouth shut lor
=(
duh
MEN!!!
SO ANGRY
the red service provider replied me
said tt less than 12 months renew will pay surcharge, 21 months into contract renew no need to pay surcharge
so he needs to know my details to find out exactly do i or do i not need to pay
damn cb lor
i wrote in already told him tt i have checked and was informed i need to pay
so i am writing in to get waiver to pay the surcharge so tt i can get a new handset, renew my existing contract. i dun have a spare handset currently, so i dun have a hdp
not as if, i will die
coz i dun think i am those who cannot live without their hdps
but its really inconvenienent
what if my friends want to look for me??
so i replied him
if the red service provider cannot waive the surcharge, its ok. i can understand its co policy
i just have to review whether i want to sign up with the orange or the green provider lor
no big deal
afterall, to me now, i have no "contract" le
coz i dun have a handset!!!!
so even if i sign up a new one with the orange or the green one
comes sept, i just cancel the red one lor
NO BIG DEAL
just upset tt after so many donkey years with them
so many contracts with them
this is the way they treat loyal customer...........
sigh
=(
said tt less than 12 months renew will pay surcharge, 21 months into contract renew no need to pay surcharge
so he needs to know my details to find out exactly do i or do i not need to pay
damn cb lor
i wrote in already told him tt i have checked and was informed i need to pay
so i am writing in to get waiver to pay the surcharge so tt i can get a new handset, renew my existing contract. i dun have a spare handset currently, so i dun have a hdp
not as if, i will die
coz i dun think i am those who cannot live without their hdps
but its really inconvenienent
what if my friends want to look for me??
so i replied him
if the red service provider cannot waive the surcharge, its ok. i can understand its co policy
i just have to review whether i want to sign up with the orange or the green provider lor
no big deal
afterall, to me now, i have no "contract" le
coz i dun have a handset!!!!
so even if i sign up a new one with the orange or the green one
comes sept, i just cancel the red one lor
NO BIG DEAL
just upset tt after so many donkey years with them
so many contracts with them
this is the way they treat loyal customer...........
sigh
=(
Friday, April 17, 2009
NB TURTLE
i think i asked before what happened when someone lies..........
sigh
the creditability has to be questioned rite
today Q told me a shocking pc of news
which i cannot accept
she told me tt she went to tell senior what exactly happened tt day
but senior told her tt junior asked her "this project is sy's. then who should be the one doing the LA?"
wa kao!!
i simply cannot accept it or even believe she did tt!!
i mean she was the one who asked me to ask whose pts??
so if the project is reassigned to her, then she do lor
and then she went to ask "who do?"
wa kao!!!
i totally *turned eyes*
i was really shocked when i heard it
i mean, she told me another story
she said it was JW who asked her why is she doing the la when the project belongs to me!!
wa kao!!
really NB turtle
whose words should i believe
i find it very difficult to heehee haahaa with such a person
and to think i have to do it everyday
=(
luckily today we moved to our new office
i have my own cubicle back and now i dun need to see anybody
no more weather, no more idiot, no more lion king, no more 2 headed, no more liar, no no more
i will be in a world of my own....
i am really sick and tired
PUI
and hor
ok, i choose to believe her foot pain so she cannot help the other move the office
but hor, if she dun want to do it then dun do lor
she can just sit in her new cubicle
nobody will say anything de
but dun help ppl packed and at same time complained
i cannot take it
anyway, i helped the other packed
ya i know
i was kapo
sure get myself into trouble soon
but then again, its me!!!
>.<
duh
anyway, i will be smarter le
no more ms nice
u guys made me what i become from today onwards
u sabo me, i will gladly returned the favour. but in double or triple........
dun expect anymore special from me
and dun blame me
coz u asked for it
sigh
the creditability has to be questioned rite
today Q told me a shocking pc of news
which i cannot accept
she told me tt she went to tell senior what exactly happened tt day
but senior told her tt junior asked her "this project is sy's. then who should be the one doing the LA?"
wa kao!!
i simply cannot accept it or even believe she did tt!!
i mean she was the one who asked me to ask whose pts??
so if the project is reassigned to her, then she do lor
and then she went to ask "who do?"
wa kao!!!
i totally *turned eyes*
i was really shocked when i heard it
i mean, she told me another story
she said it was JW who asked her why is she doing the la when the project belongs to me!!
wa kao!!
really NB turtle
whose words should i believe
i find it very difficult to heehee haahaa with such a person
and to think i have to do it everyday
=(
luckily today we moved to our new office
i have my own cubicle back and now i dun need to see anybody
no more weather, no more idiot, no more lion king, no more 2 headed, no more liar, no no more
i will be in a world of my own....
i am really sick and tired
PUI
and hor
ok, i choose to believe her foot pain so she cannot help the other move the office
but hor, if she dun want to do it then dun do lor
she can just sit in her new cubicle
nobody will say anything de
but dun help ppl packed and at same time complained
i cannot take it
anyway, i helped the other packed
ya i know
i was kapo
sure get myself into trouble soon
but then again, its me!!!
>.<
duh
anyway, i will be smarter le
no more ms nice
u guys made me what i become from today onwards
u sabo me, i will gladly returned the favour. but in double or triple........
dun expect anymore special from me
and dun blame me
coz u asked for it
Thursday, April 16, 2009
NOT HANDICAPPED
realised tt even without my hdp, i am not handicapped
=)
life still goes on ................
=)
life still goes on ................
NOT AGAIN!!
i got it from her this morning
NOT AGAIN!!
wtf lor
really
she asked me "how could i let it go?" and "why i never follow procedure"
and i replied "i did not let it go. tts why i told u i got to highlight to u NOW. and its not tt i never follow procedure, but its becoz nobody tell me since day 1"
and then she claimed its becoz i never asked
and i said coz the first time i did with the ex boss, she herself did not tell me to do it so i thought no need
OMFG!!!
and she rattled on and i tried to clarify to a pt i gave up
tears swell up in my eyes and i think she also decided to use the soft approach
but damaged already done
what have i done wrong??
really!!!!
duh
>.<
the officer told me tt the head said no need his signature we can proceed to get the paper signed
and i told her no cannot. at least get a replacement
but she said head gave her permission
and so what can i do?
if u can't win them join them?
of course not.
not for this case coz i know its not the right procedure
so i highlighted and then i was blamed for "LETTING IT GO"
what is this!!!
i really dun undertstand
if i let go, i would not have highlighted
then she wants to talk abt the checklists but nobody tell me
frankly speaking, if i know got such a procedure, u think i will want to skip it
its so ridiculous to scold me
anyway, after the whole commotion
kk asked me "did she just scold u?"
and i went "its ok lah. my own fault. i should have asked"
the project officer also was angry with me
said i always sabo her
but hello!! i am just doing my part
things tt dun comply , out it goes
tts it!!
as simple as tt
and now whole world is against me
what is this!!
so upsetting to work in such an environment
so what is right and what is wrong?
in the first place, the head should not have given permission
i am just a worker lor
u all want to play games, pls do it quietly dun involved me
wat u want me to do?
damn NB turtle
left office on the dot today
too upset
bought myself a bar of toblerone
sinful food will make me feel better, i hope!
=0(
i have decided
both can play the same game
u want to make my life difficult, so will i
in future things tt doesn't comply, i will make hell out of a noise
and then i will end it with "u check with my boss, if she said can, then we proceed. but if she said no, pls amend"
and then tts it
i be ms nice and u took advantage
end of the day i kana shit
then no more ms nice
i am sorry
u made me what i am today!!
damn sickening
=(
NOT AGAIN!!
wtf lor
really
she asked me "how could i let it go?" and "why i never follow procedure"
and i replied "i did not let it go. tts why i told u i got to highlight to u NOW. and its not tt i never follow procedure, but its becoz nobody tell me since day 1"
and then she claimed its becoz i never asked
and i said coz the first time i did with the ex boss, she herself did not tell me to do it so i thought no need
OMFG!!!
and she rattled on and i tried to clarify to a pt i gave up
tears swell up in my eyes and i think she also decided to use the soft approach
but damaged already done
what have i done wrong??
really!!!!
duh
>.<
the officer told me tt the head said no need his signature we can proceed to get the paper signed
and i told her no cannot. at least get a replacement
but she said head gave her permission
and so what can i do?
if u can't win them join them?
of course not.
not for this case coz i know its not the right procedure
so i highlighted and then i was blamed for "LETTING IT GO"
what is this!!!
i really dun undertstand
if i let go, i would not have highlighted
then she wants to talk abt the checklists but nobody tell me
frankly speaking, if i know got such a procedure, u think i will want to skip it
its so ridiculous to scold me
anyway, after the whole commotion
kk asked me "did she just scold u?"
and i went "its ok lah. my own fault. i should have asked"
the project officer also was angry with me
said i always sabo her
but hello!! i am just doing my part
things tt dun comply , out it goes
tts it!!
as simple as tt
and now whole world is against me
what is this!!
so upsetting to work in such an environment
so what is right and what is wrong?
in the first place, the head should not have given permission
i am just a worker lor
u all want to play games, pls do it quietly dun involved me
wat u want me to do?
damn NB turtle
left office on the dot today
too upset
bought myself a bar of toblerone
sinful food will make me feel better, i hope!
=0(
i have decided
both can play the same game
u want to make my life difficult, so will i
in future things tt doesn't comply, i will make hell out of a noise
and then i will end it with "u check with my boss, if she said can, then we proceed. but if she said no, pls amend"
and then tts it
i be ms nice and u took advantage
end of the day i kana shit
then no more ms nice
i am sorry
u made me what i am today!!
damn sickening
=(
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I WANT TO CRY
ARRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
i really want to cry
no joke
am very upset, just like her
she did not get back stab from me
but i did from someone whom i treated as friend
she should feel lucky lor
i felt so lousy
dear will definitely said i deserved it
part and parcel of working life
maybe, i should also start playing their games and let them have a taste of their own medicine
i really want to cry
no joke
am very upset, just like her
she did not get back stab from me
but i did from someone whom i treated as friend
she should feel lucky lor
i felt so lousy
dear will definitely said i deserved it
part and parcel of working life
maybe, i should also start playing their games and let them have a taste of their own medicine
RESULTS BACK
i went to the clinic today
to check out my urine test
she told me tt the test has not returned
so i asked when? and was told maybe 10 days coz they need to "cultivate the bacteria"
and i was like "huh? what's tt?" ok never mind forget it
i wait for your call
and then, few mins later, during the outburst time
the nurse called and said my urine test just got back
and found "one blood" in the urine
hm.............
"so madam, do u want to see the doc tomorrow? but the other test has not come back yet"
"in tt case, i think i shall wait for all test to be back then i see the doc"
"ok madam. or maybe tomorrow i let the doc see ur results and if she wants to see u, i call u?"
"ok. not a problem"
"thank you madam"
click
know why i so calm and cool
not tt becoz i know i will be fine
but becoz there is a BIG COMMOTION happening then
who cares abt tt one blood in my urine
really
tt does not matter anymore.........
=(
to check out my urine test
she told me tt the test has not returned
so i asked when? and was told maybe 10 days coz they need to "cultivate the bacteria"
and i was like "huh? what's tt?" ok never mind forget it
i wait for your call
and then, few mins later, during the outburst time
the nurse called and said my urine test just got back
and found "one blood" in the urine
hm.............
"so madam, do u want to see the doc tomorrow? but the other test has not come back yet"
"in tt case, i think i shall wait for all test to be back then i see the doc"
"ok madam. or maybe tomorrow i let the doc see ur results and if she wants to see u, i call u?"
"ok. not a problem"
"thank you madam"
click
know why i so calm and cool
not tt becoz i know i will be fine
but becoz there is a BIG COMMOTION happening then
who cares abt tt one blood in my urine
really
tt does not matter anymore.........
=(
HURT SO MUCH
really, i also dun know what is happening
what have i done to deserve this!!!
afterall i was just "helping" coz she kept bugging me
and when trouble brews, she just dun own up
scene 1:
i was busy at work one fine day
she asked me "so whose project does this belong to?u or mine?"
and i replied "it started with mine. then urs slotted in. so just let it be lor"
and she went "no my friend. its 1 pt leh"
and i went "its ok lah. just 1 pt. u want, u can have it"
and she went "no lah, friend. must clarify"
i ignored her and continued to do my work.
really!!
its only 1 pt and what does tt 1 pt means to me?
NOTHING!!!
work is still work.
end of the day, when there are many projects coming in, u think they look at ur pts u accumulated so far? u have to do, means u have to do lor
but she just bug and bug and bug
which really pisses me off, esp i am busy at work
so i looked at her "so what u want me to do" look
and she said "asked Q"
so just to appease her, i went to ask Q
Q also has no idea and we happened to see boss so we went to ask him. coz the scoring system was "invented" by him and he was the one who assigned projects to us
so off we went, and his instruction, "gave it to the one who has a bigger share" and so it went to her
case closed
and she happy *beam beam*
since she is the chosen one, i told her, she got to do everything. i just do my own project and she does her. overall its still HER
she said she is fine with it
and she proceeded to do the LA even though i told her she can forward me the soft copy i can do it
she said its ok, she will do it
case closed....tts what i thought
scene 2:
today she while doing the LA, she asked me a few qn
and was brought to my attention tt i missed out a very impt section in the doc
and so she asked me"can ah"
and i went "i dun know. why dun u ask?"
and she went "no lah. why dun we just put it in?"
and i said " cannot. dun do it. not rite."
and then pc happened to come along and she said "ask him"
and so i said "ok u ask"
and blah blah blah she went
and he said "must put lah. but since dun have. forget it lor.why want to put it in now"
and then we discussed tt we will let senior know to keep her in the loop but we won't tell her we missed out the section but instead its though we missed it out but its covered in another section
and we all agreed le
but i told her today senior busy, gg on half day so we disturb her tomolo
but she went "no. must catch her later"
FINE!!
next moment, while i was not ard, she approached senior and went "this tender hor, done by her hor, never put in this leh. can meh? correct ah?"
wa kao!!! what is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we agreed le lor, why is there a change in the script....
to me i was like "WTF" do u have to do tt??
pc heard her told senior J tt way, and he was shocked too!!
but he just diam diam
anyway, when i came back to my seat, i realised tt senior was not happy
so i quickly popped by her seat and she went "heard tt u missed out tt section. why like this? cannot u know. where is the standard? why u never do this? why u never check? cannot like this u know" blah blah blah
and i quickly went "ya i know, i am sorry, i missed it out. i overlooked it. but i have checked both sections and majority of the impt items are already in another section, so should not be an issue."
and then she sort of cool down le and went "ok. then let's see the doc before i comment any thing"
and i quickly went to take the file and then passed to her
and after checking, really heng ah!!
passed!!
but she told me not to be careless again and i promised her i will be more careful next time
when i was doing this tender, i was also doing 4 others lor. so what she wants me to do?
i have said it many time, "u want quantity u dun get quality from me", though she dun buy it, but i meant every word i said.
u chuck everything to me at one time, which one u want?
and during tt time i am not just doing tender lor, i also have 101 things to do just like everyone of them
anyway, i also thought case closed........but tt was what i thought
scene 3:
i went to the clinic to check out my urine test
came back, her face black again
and this time really black coz she was warning me its gg to be a good one
and then senior went "i heard from ur good friend, tt u and Q went to ask boss who should sign the la"
and i went "har?" *blank look* "never ask him lah"
and she went "never asked? then why ur good friend said u and Q went to ask? tell me. why u do tt? whats ur concern"
i looked at her and she just gave me a blank stare. signalled to me to handle it
and i signalled back "u go handle it. u asked me to go ask de"
but she dun care
senior was very mad
mad at me, why i went to look for boss instead of her first
how badly will it reflect on her as our head
sigh
i have never have had an ill intentions when i did tt lor
its becoz someone was bugging me for tt pt
and i know tt i could have just said it out, but then, dun u think its so stupiak
she kept harping on the "whats the concern? why must go see boss direct"
then she asked Q to join us
and i told her "no lah. dun ask Q lah. she dun know anything"
but she still asked her come and then she rattled and rattled
i tried to explain but she dun want to listen
mad to the hair on top of her head
she put it across to us bluntly tt boss is not our new boss now. our new boss is someone esle. so why must we still go to him.
told her tt we really overlooked tt. and forgot tt we are now reporting to someone else but she just dun want to hear us out
and it came to a pt tt i almost gave up and i went "ok. sorry, I overlooked it. but it was never done with any bad intentions when i approached boss"
she said she dun accept that reasoning and want to know whyi did what i did
esp since i started with the project, i should continued on why i want to go ask boss to transfer it to someone else.
wa kao!!
what u really want me to say
i looked at her and she just sit there, diam diam.
it all started becoz of her and now she diam diam
come on lor, i am not trying to prove anything here
i am not saying tt i am boss's pet or i can have my say if i want to
i dun call for the wind or the rain lor
i just want to do my work and get my paid monthly
the rest i am not interested in
so dun get my intentions all wrong
anyway it ended with her bursting all her frustrations, anger and whatever and she cried!!
ya, senior cried
i felt very bad........really
i apologied once again "sorry. i know u have the right to be angry with me. i do agreed with u. but there is never once an intention to back stab u with boss or did it with an ill intentions. really!
i was very sincere in saying tt, but how much it can go into her i dun know
and really, i dun really care le
coz to me "WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?"
i really tio sabo lor
and it hurts
it hurts so badly when it came from someone u trusted
dear was right, i am too naive
there is REALLY no such thing as REAL friend in office
i am so foolish tt now i want to cry
frankly speaking, i wanted to cry on the spot there and then when senior was rattling on and on and on
what have i done!!!
do i deserved such treatment
it hurts so bad lor
how could she do this to me?
why she said things so untactfully
i mean afterall she also knows senior's temper
so why rub it in
i really cannot take it
she acted as if she dun know anything
and i was the one who wanted to ask and pass the project over to her
but why should i do it???!!
after working few late nights together, 11 months here, this is how senior viewed me!!!
i am so upset
and to make matter worst, someone i treasured so much treat me this way
send me to the gallows
what does she gain from it?
i told her in future do whatever she wants just dun ask me to do it for her
i won't do anything or say anything for her in future
senior said she was hurt
i am too!!! =(
what can i do? she can vent her anger on me but me???? on what?
nb turtle
i said before, u want to play games by all means
but do not, DO NOT drag me in, dun take me as a pawn in ur games
coz i will be very upset
give me one more time such thing, i think tts it
game over here
first it was the 2 headed snake, then now her, one more...just one more and i am out of here
really, dun say i did not give chance
3 chances lor
all becoz of things tt i did not do
and i got a good one for NOTHING
i think its very unfair
and i dislike such treatment
=(
period
boy!! it really hurts alot
what have i done to deserve this!!!
afterall i was just "helping" coz she kept bugging me
and when trouble brews, she just dun own up
scene 1:
i was busy at work one fine day
she asked me "so whose project does this belong to?u or mine?"
and i replied "it started with mine. then urs slotted in. so just let it be lor"
and she went "no my friend. its 1 pt leh"
and i went "its ok lah. just 1 pt. u want, u can have it"
and she went "no lah, friend. must clarify"
i ignored her and continued to do my work.
really!!
its only 1 pt and what does tt 1 pt means to me?
NOTHING!!!
work is still work.
end of the day, when there are many projects coming in, u think they look at ur pts u accumulated so far? u have to do, means u have to do lor
but she just bug and bug and bug
which really pisses me off, esp i am busy at work
so i looked at her "so what u want me to do" look
and she said "asked Q"
so just to appease her, i went to ask Q
Q also has no idea and we happened to see boss so we went to ask him. coz the scoring system was "invented" by him and he was the one who assigned projects to us
so off we went, and his instruction, "gave it to the one who has a bigger share" and so it went to her
case closed
and she happy *beam beam*
since she is the chosen one, i told her, she got to do everything. i just do my own project and she does her. overall its still HER
she said she is fine with it
and she proceeded to do the LA even though i told her she can forward me the soft copy i can do it
she said its ok, she will do it
case closed....tts what i thought
scene 2:
today she while doing the LA, she asked me a few qn
and was brought to my attention tt i missed out a very impt section in the doc
and so she asked me"can ah"
and i went "i dun know. why dun u ask?"
and she went "no lah. why dun we just put it in?"
and i said " cannot. dun do it. not rite."
and then pc happened to come along and she said "ask him"
and so i said "ok u ask"
and blah blah blah she went
and he said "must put lah. but since dun have. forget it lor.why want to put it in now"
and then we discussed tt we will let senior know to keep her in the loop but we won't tell her we missed out the section but instead its though we missed it out but its covered in another section
and we all agreed le
but i told her today senior busy, gg on half day so we disturb her tomolo
but she went "no. must catch her later"
FINE!!
next moment, while i was not ard, she approached senior and went "this tender hor, done by her hor, never put in this leh. can meh? correct ah?"
wa kao!!! what is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we agreed le lor, why is there a change in the script....
to me i was like "WTF" do u have to do tt??
pc heard her told senior J tt way, and he was shocked too!!
but he just diam diam
anyway, when i came back to my seat, i realised tt senior was not happy
so i quickly popped by her seat and she went "heard tt u missed out tt section. why like this? cannot u know. where is the standard? why u never do this? why u never check? cannot like this u know" blah blah blah
and i quickly went "ya i know, i am sorry, i missed it out. i overlooked it. but i have checked both sections and majority of the impt items are already in another section, so should not be an issue."
and then she sort of cool down le and went "ok. then let's see the doc before i comment any thing"
and i quickly went to take the file and then passed to her
and after checking, really heng ah!!
passed!!
but she told me not to be careless again and i promised her i will be more careful next time
when i was doing this tender, i was also doing 4 others lor. so what she wants me to do?
i have said it many time, "u want quantity u dun get quality from me", though she dun buy it, but i meant every word i said.
u chuck everything to me at one time, which one u want?
and during tt time i am not just doing tender lor, i also have 101 things to do just like everyone of them
anyway, i also thought case closed........but tt was what i thought
scene 3:
i went to the clinic to check out my urine test
came back, her face black again
and this time really black coz she was warning me its gg to be a good one
and then senior went "i heard from ur good friend, tt u and Q went to ask boss who should sign the la"
and i went "har?" *blank look* "never ask him lah"
and she went "never asked? then why ur good friend said u and Q went to ask? tell me. why u do tt? whats ur concern"
i looked at her and she just gave me a blank stare. signalled to me to handle it
and i signalled back "u go handle it. u asked me to go ask de"
but she dun care
senior was very mad
mad at me, why i went to look for boss instead of her first
how badly will it reflect on her as our head
sigh
i have never have had an ill intentions when i did tt lor
its becoz someone was bugging me for tt pt
and i know tt i could have just said it out, but then, dun u think its so stupiak
she kept harping on the "whats the concern? why must go see boss direct"
then she asked Q to join us
and i told her "no lah. dun ask Q lah. she dun know anything"
but she still asked her come and then she rattled and rattled
i tried to explain but she dun want to listen
mad to the hair on top of her head
she put it across to us bluntly tt boss is not our new boss now. our new boss is someone esle. so why must we still go to him.
told her tt we really overlooked tt. and forgot tt we are now reporting to someone else but she just dun want to hear us out
and it came to a pt tt i almost gave up and i went "ok. sorry, I overlooked it. but it was never done with any bad intentions when i approached boss"
she said she dun accept that reasoning and want to know whyi did what i did
esp since i started with the project, i should continued on why i want to go ask boss to transfer it to someone else.
wa kao!!
what u really want me to say
i looked at her and she just sit there, diam diam.
it all started becoz of her and now she diam diam
come on lor, i am not trying to prove anything here
i am not saying tt i am boss's pet or i can have my say if i want to
i dun call for the wind or the rain lor
i just want to do my work and get my paid monthly
the rest i am not interested in
so dun get my intentions all wrong
anyway it ended with her bursting all her frustrations, anger and whatever and she cried!!
ya, senior cried
i felt very bad........really
i apologied once again "sorry. i know u have the right to be angry with me. i do agreed with u. but there is never once an intention to back stab u with boss or did it with an ill intentions. really!
i was very sincere in saying tt, but how much it can go into her i dun know
and really, i dun really care le
coz to me "WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?"
i really tio sabo lor
and it hurts
it hurts so badly when it came from someone u trusted
dear was right, i am too naive
there is REALLY no such thing as REAL friend in office
i am so foolish tt now i want to cry
frankly speaking, i wanted to cry on the spot there and then when senior was rattling on and on and on
what have i done!!!
do i deserved such treatment
it hurts so bad lor
how could she do this to me?
why she said things so untactfully
i mean afterall she also knows senior's temper
so why rub it in
i really cannot take it
she acted as if she dun know anything
and i was the one who wanted to ask and pass the project over to her
but why should i do it???!!
after working few late nights together, 11 months here, this is how senior viewed me!!!
i am so upset
and to make matter worst, someone i treasured so much treat me this way
send me to the gallows
what does she gain from it?
i told her in future do whatever she wants just dun ask me to do it for her
i won't do anything or say anything for her in future
senior said she was hurt
i am too!!! =(
what can i do? she can vent her anger on me but me???? on what?
nb turtle
i said before, u want to play games by all means
but do not, DO NOT drag me in, dun take me as a pawn in ur games
coz i will be very upset
give me one more time such thing, i think tts it
game over here
first it was the 2 headed snake, then now her, one more...just one more and i am out of here
really, dun say i did not give chance
3 chances lor
all becoz of things tt i did not do
and i got a good one for NOTHING
i think its very unfair
and i dislike such treatment
=(
period
boy!! it really hurts alot
NO MORE RING RING RING
my hdp gave up on me today!!!
wtf
damn NB turtle
after i kana bombed, the hdp hang
despite me removing the sim card and the battery
gave it a few rub
it still does not come to life
wth
damn cb turtle
i am so so upset
to think i wanted to trade it in for the new hdp
now i have nothing!!!
wa kao!!
why like this treat me?!!!
what have i done???
=(
dun call me, coz no hdp!!
so dun miss me ok.........till then
have made an enquriy with the red service provider whether can they waive the surcharge of $100 for me to get a new handset since my existing contract has not expired...........pending for them to reply
=)
in the meantime, i am uncontactable except via email........
wtf
damn NB turtle
after i kana bombed, the hdp hang
despite me removing the sim card and the battery
gave it a few rub
it still does not come to life
wth
damn cb turtle
i am so so upset
to think i wanted to trade it in for the new hdp
now i have nothing!!!
wa kao!!
why like this treat me?!!!
what have i done???
=(
dun call me, coz no hdp!!
so dun miss me ok.........till then
have made an enquriy with the red service provider whether can they waive the surcharge of $100 for me to get a new handset since my existing contract has not expired...........pending for them to reply
=)
in the meantime, i am uncontactable except via email........
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
PUT ON THINKING CAP
dear said he dun want to spend $99 each just t see fire fly!!!
darn!!
still allowed me to plan and then now ah ji ah cho
then how?
i really wanted to watch mah
after all its one of the places i want to experience with him lor
ferris wheel - been there. done tt. in HK
singapore flyer - been there. done tt. in singapore
fire flies - pending
would be so romantic!!!
but he so low man tic de
so now i got to re plan again
but to where??
if he so difficult, then i think i will go to another world instead.....
hm......
might not be a bad decision afterall............
>.<
then go shopping in the evening........steady, swee......i like.......
put on the thinking cap!!!
darn!!
still allowed me to plan and then now ah ji ah cho
then how?
i really wanted to watch mah
after all its one of the places i want to experience with him lor
ferris wheel - been there. done tt. in HK
singapore flyer - been there. done tt. in singapore
fire flies - pending
would be so romantic!!!
but he so low man tic de
so now i got to re plan again
but to where??
if he so difficult, then i think i will go to another world instead.....
hm......
might not be a bad decision afterall............
>.<
then go shopping in the evening........steady, swee......i like.......
put on the thinking cap!!!
RATTLE ON AND ON
i thought today i can knock off early and come back to kun
in the end the meeting ended at 7 plus and i had to wait for senior J to be available to enlighten me how to do certain work (coz tomolo morning she has a meeting then she is on 1/2 day ) and also i have training from wed to fri PM
omg!!!
darn!!!
anyway, i am so tired today
i could not do anything except sit at my place and act like a zombie
many coll commented tt i looked pale and tired
omg!!
how can like this?
then i will grow old soon
anyway, i left office ard 930pm
arghhh
just washed my hair so now cannot hit the bed and orh orh
damn it!!
anyway, whatever it is, i got to finish all the work in the AM for the next 3 days then i go for my PM training and then GO HOME!!!
not gg to stay back and do dun know what the shit lor
just go home and kun
if not, perhaps do some mask....thinking of popping by the new shopping centre in tampines tomolo after work........hm.....
why not hor..afterall all work and no play makes sy a sad girl.........
i must get back to my usual programme
6pm on the dot, bye bye!!
=))
but frankly speaking, i got to thank her for helping me settle the accounts
really she is FANTASTIC!!
she has the passion for the work not me
=(
i work for $$$
=))
*beam beam*
in the end the meeting ended at 7 plus and i had to wait for senior J to be available to enlighten me how to do certain work (coz tomolo morning she has a meeting then she is on 1/2 day ) and also i have training from wed to fri PM
omg!!!
darn!!!
anyway, i am so tired today
i could not do anything except sit at my place and act like a zombie
many coll commented tt i looked pale and tired
omg!!
how can like this?
then i will grow old soon
anyway, i left office ard 930pm
arghhh
just washed my hair so now cannot hit the bed and orh orh
damn it!!
anyway, whatever it is, i got to finish all the work in the AM for the next 3 days then i go for my PM training and then GO HOME!!!
not gg to stay back and do dun know what the shit lor
just go home and kun
if not, perhaps do some mask....thinking of popping by the new shopping centre in tampines tomolo after work........hm.....
why not hor..afterall all work and no play makes sy a sad girl.........
i must get back to my usual programme
6pm on the dot, bye bye!!
=))
but frankly speaking, i got to thank her for helping me settle the accounts
really she is FANTASTIC!!
she has the passion for the work not me
=(
i work for $$$
=))
*beam beam*
FILE ALREADY?
have u done ur e-filing??
today i just found out tt i have not done mine!!!
omg omg!
and the "dead line" is 18th of this month!!!
duh
>.<
apparently, i have problem logging into the webby at work and now at home?
why heavy traffic?
sigh
should have done it earlier
wonder why this yr no much reminders
hm........
why har??
its our own responsibility to file and nobody owes us a responsibility to remind us??
cannot be too complacent, ya, i do understand.......
=))
today i just found out tt i have not done mine!!!
omg omg!
and the "dead line" is 18th of this month!!!
duh
>.<
apparently, i have problem logging into the webby at work and now at home?
why heavy traffic?
sigh
should have done it earlier
wonder why this yr no much reminders
hm........
why har??
its our own responsibility to file and nobody owes us a responsibility to remind us??
cannot be too complacent, ya, i do understand.......
=))
122
lucky number!!
122!!
its the number of rats tt NEA caught in the geylang serai make shift hawker
sigh
what have they been doing huh?
no time to clean the markets tts why the rats started to breed until they can have extended and extended and more extended families in the geylang serai hawker??
"complacent" again?
hm....
who is?
NEA??? or the hawkers? or US, the customers??
we, the customers took it for granted tt the hawkers owe us a responsibility to ensure tt their food are kept to the best quality and of course clean and fit to be eaten???
OR
the hawkers, took it for granted tt NEA as the authority owe them a responsibility to ensure tt their hawker premises is kept in tip top condition at all times???
OR
NEA, took it for granted tt the hawkers should and must ensure tt their food and stalls are kept clean and in tip top conditions at all time. and the customers owe themselves a responsibility as to what to eat and what not to???
so who is complacent? or who are???
u, me or he, she , they , them or the rats??
hm....
122!!
its the number of rats tt NEA caught in the geylang serai make shift hawker
sigh
what have they been doing huh?
no time to clean the markets tts why the rats started to breed until they can have extended and extended and more extended families in the geylang serai hawker??
"complacent" again?
hm....
who is?
NEA??? or the hawkers? or US, the customers??
we, the customers took it for granted tt the hawkers owe us a responsibility to ensure tt their food are kept to the best quality and of course clean and fit to be eaten???
OR
the hawkers, took it for granted tt NEA as the authority owe them a responsibility to ensure tt their hawker premises is kept in tip top condition at all times???
OR
NEA, took it for granted tt the hawkers should and must ensure tt their food and stalls are kept clean and in tip top conditions at all time. and the customers owe themselves a responsibility as to what to eat and what not to???
so who is complacent? or who are???
u, me or he, she , they , them or the rats??
hm....
DISRESPECTFUL??
i also dun know what happened to idiot
she simply dun want to open her mouth
just now senior j commented "why she used such a colour file for tender doc?"
and i went "she no number is it?"
and she went "i dun know. but should not be this colour rite?"
and i went "she have not go request for a file reference no. is it?"
and she went 'how i know? she always dun want to ask. so i take it she dun respect me lor."
"OH!! last fri she wanted a number, we dun know how to get so asked her to wait for u till monday to get. did she ask u?"
"no lor. she kept quiet. but i did send an email out rite?"
"ya u send. but maybe she.... i dun know lah"
"she just keep quiet, to me, its she no respect for us lor."
and i went "dun like tt say lah"
"then how u want me to say? its true rite?"
and i went "we know she is like this, so we worked ard it lor. dun be angry over it"
and she went "no lor. she dun open her mouth to ask. i take it as she dun show respect. she only shows her respect to cw"
and then i diam diam
if i continued, i tell u, i sure get a good one from her
and anyway, we worked till12 mn just now......so better dun delay her from gg home......i also want to go home eat my dinner and kun.....got a long day later lor >.<
then she said "tomorrow i am gg to have a talk with her"
sigh....
another round of "is there anything wrong with u?"
*faint can*
she simply dun want to open her mouth
just now senior j commented "why she used such a colour file for tender doc?"
and i went "she no number is it?"
and she went "i dun know. but should not be this colour rite?"
and i went "she have not go request for a file reference no. is it?"
and she went 'how i know? she always dun want to ask. so i take it she dun respect me lor."
"OH!! last fri she wanted a number, we dun know how to get so asked her to wait for u till monday to get. did she ask u?"
"no lor. she kept quiet. but i did send an email out rite?"
"ya u send. but maybe she.... i dun know lah"
"she just keep quiet, to me, its she no respect for us lor."
and i went "dun like tt say lah"
"then how u want me to say? its true rite?"
and i went "we know she is like this, so we worked ard it lor. dun be angry over it"
and she went "no lor. she dun open her mouth to ask. i take it as she dun show respect. she only shows her respect to cw"
and then i diam diam
if i continued, i tell u, i sure get a good one from her
and anyway, we worked till12 mn just now......so better dun delay her from gg home......i also want to go home eat my dinner and kun.....got a long day later lor >.<
then she said "tomorrow i am gg to have a talk with her"
sigh....
another round of "is there anything wrong with u?"
*faint can*
SENSE OF RELIEF
went to see the doc not first thing in the morning though
>.<
forgot i got a 1030am meeting
so i waited till after the meeting, and off i went to see the doc
anyone will do!!
the female doc pressed the 2 sides and up and down the spine
"hammer" on the sides and then declared "ur kidneys very good. nothing wrong"
and i looked at her
blood in urine, 2 sides so pain and yet she said nothing wrong
hm.............
so i told her "do u think i should get a urine test?"
*pondering hard* "hm......u said ur menses only coming next week is it?"
"ya next time then come"
"so haven come rite?"
"ya. not yet"
"ok. let's take a urine sample and see how. sometimes could be infection. tts why got blood."
*beam beam* feeling much better
and end of the consultation, total damage = almost $70!!!
and worst, its only for consultation, 2 boxes of 6 pc of plasters to paste at the sides and then she told me to take panadol if got pain and then monitor for 1 week and see how
and in the mean time, the test results will be out in 3 days time, so end of the week, i will go visit the doc again
see what's really wrong with me
what a sense of relief!!!
sigh
>.<
forgot i got a 1030am meeting
so i waited till after the meeting, and off i went to see the doc
anyone will do!!
the female doc pressed the 2 sides and up and down the spine
"hammer" on the sides and then declared "ur kidneys very good. nothing wrong"
and i looked at her
blood in urine, 2 sides so pain and yet she said nothing wrong
hm.............
so i told her "do u think i should get a urine test?"
*pondering hard* "hm......u said ur menses only coming next week is it?"
"ya next time then come"
"so haven come rite?"
"ya. not yet"
"ok. let's take a urine sample and see how. sometimes could be infection. tts why got blood."
*beam beam* feeling much better
and end of the consultation, total damage = almost $70!!!
and worst, its only for consultation, 2 boxes of 6 pc of plasters to paste at the sides and then she told me to take panadol if got pain and then monitor for 1 week and see how
and in the mean time, the test results will be out in 3 days time, so end of the week, i will go visit the doc again
see what's really wrong with me
what a sense of relief!!!
sigh
Sunday, April 12, 2009
MASTERS
I want to go study my MASTERS
but i cannot find anybody to accompany me
hehehe
why i need ppl to accompany me?
got companionship mah. so tt i won't be lonely during my first day of school..........
and most impt, hehehe.......
that somebody can do the tutorials, the assignments, the projects mah
=))
its always my wish to get a master after my degree
just tt the 4 yrs part time course really drained my "life" away
decided to take a break first before i embark on another journey
and then this is the time bah
but i couldn't find anybody to come join me
the 12 of us........married de married. popped babies de popped babies, got out of construction line de got out le. left only a handful lor
frankly speaking less than 5..........
TL and esther "no no no"
tammy confirmed out
dun think philip wants lor. and ok lah, frankly speaking, i am not exactly very close to him
so won't bother to ask
so who else??
*crack brain*
anybody wants to come join me???
told dear to give me the money and i just go myself
*beam beam*
=)
and tt stupiak old man said "since u gg to die le, study for what. waste money"
hahaha
>.<
duh
but i cannot find anybody to accompany me
hehehe
why i need ppl to accompany me?
got companionship mah. so tt i won't be lonely during my first day of school..........
and most impt, hehehe.......
that somebody can do the tutorials, the assignments, the projects mah
=))
its always my wish to get a master after my degree
just tt the 4 yrs part time course really drained my "life" away
decided to take a break first before i embark on another journey
and then this is the time bah
but i couldn't find anybody to come join me
the 12 of us........married de married. popped babies de popped babies, got out of construction line de got out le. left only a handful lor
frankly speaking less than 5..........
TL and esther "no no no"
tammy confirmed out
dun think philip wants lor. and ok lah, frankly speaking, i am not exactly very close to him
so won't bother to ask
so who else??
*crack brain*
anybody wants to come join me???
told dear to give me the money and i just go myself
*beam beam*
=)
and tt stupiak old man said "since u gg to die le, study for what. waste money"
hahaha
>.<
duh
I CRIED
ya, i cried
not becoz dear scolded me or we quarelled or something happened in my family
but becoz..........sigh
long story........
2 months back, when my "auntie" came, my back was aching
so i went for a back massage
after tt, my nitemare started
the 2 sides at my waist areas aches very badly on and off or is it called pain i have absolutely no idea
but the pain always come when i woke up in the middle of the nite to visit the toilet and when i came back to the room and lied back down
OH MY GOD!!
i could cried buckets!!!
its so pain tt i have to sleep on my side and worst sometimes sleeping on the sides won't help and i have to tell myself to sleep, sleep. quickly get back to sleep
these happened even after my 2nd month
and u could say "why u no see a doc? why u ignored it?"
frankly speaking, i did not choose to ignore it
but i was brought up in a family tt " fever har? take panadol and then go to school. sore throat har? drink plently of water and go to school. flu? cough? drink plently of water, take panadol and go to school. tummy pain? lao sai? take the pill and go to school"
never once we were allowed to skip school. school is impt, the illness "will go away"
so i thought the pain/aches will go away
but the thought of gg to see a doc did occured to me
afterall, i am afraid of dying lor.........>.<
whose not?
anyway, this week was long weekend.i felt tt something is not rite
but i just cannot pin point it
then i noticed tt the urine colour is not rite
and the pain is so persistant
and finally yesterday, i realised tt my urine got blood!!
i almost fainted
really!!
no scare u
coz i also scared myself
=((
then as i thought back
first it was nose bleed
then my hair falls like nobody business
then the headpain and the black out and the stars and the room moving in circles.....and.....now...... sigh
it all gel together
i have decided tt i am gg to see a doc
whether for good or for bad. for worse or for better
i just dun want to worry abt my health
but before i do tt (which i will go see one tomorrow), i decided to self study first
i surfed the net to check it out
the only thiny tt i find very close to what i am "suffering"
the signs and the syptoms, i decided tt it might be "kidney cancer"
yayaya, i know, a very TERRIBLE word
but what to do
and i cried.................
=((
dear thinks its the UTI again
coz i did not drink water (as usual. nothing special)
but i know this time is different
coz there is pain at the sides
and the blood is in the urine not the urine is blood (if u know what i meant)
anyway, i explained to him this time is different and i might die
and he told me tt i am very stubborn, why dun go see a doc early stage when the pain occur and then now want to be scare
sigh
he just dun understand
i thought it "could go away" but looks like its here to stay
and hor, who likes to go see a doc and kana dianoised tt "sorry, but u only have 1 yr to live"
pui lor
anyway, i dried up my tears and decided tt i will go see a doc on monday to clear up the air
so be it
infection or cancer
or just my over sensitivity
i just want to get over it
god bless me
=)
so far, only junior J knew abt it
coz i smsed her on sat evening when i found out
she quite supportive, said she will accompanied me to see the doc if i want her to
and she is always there to talk to me if i want to talk to somebody
i told her i dun want ppl to see my cry so i won't let her accompany me to the doc neither will i want to talk abt it. coz i will be busy sobbing away and she can't hear me talk lor
and she said its ok. just let her know if i need anything, she will be there
and then we dun need to talk, we can sms to talk........
see, she is so nice
and dear still said tt i am naive as there is no REAL friends in office de
pray hard for me, my friends........
not becoz dear scolded me or we quarelled or something happened in my family
but becoz..........sigh
long story........
2 months back, when my "auntie" came, my back was aching
so i went for a back massage
after tt, my nitemare started
the 2 sides at my waist areas aches very badly on and off or is it called pain i have absolutely no idea
but the pain always come when i woke up in the middle of the nite to visit the toilet and when i came back to the room and lied back down
OH MY GOD!!
i could cried buckets!!!
its so pain tt i have to sleep on my side and worst sometimes sleeping on the sides won't help and i have to tell myself to sleep, sleep. quickly get back to sleep
these happened even after my 2nd month
and u could say "why u no see a doc? why u ignored it?"
frankly speaking, i did not choose to ignore it
but i was brought up in a family tt " fever har? take panadol and then go to school. sore throat har? drink plently of water and go to school. flu? cough? drink plently of water, take panadol and go to school. tummy pain? lao sai? take the pill and go to school"
never once we were allowed to skip school. school is impt, the illness "will go away"
so i thought the pain/aches will go away
but the thought of gg to see a doc did occured to me
afterall, i am afraid of dying lor.........>.<
whose not?
anyway, this week was long weekend.i felt tt something is not rite
but i just cannot pin point it
then i noticed tt the urine colour is not rite
and the pain is so persistant
and finally yesterday, i realised tt my urine got blood!!
i almost fainted
really!!
no scare u
coz i also scared myself
=((
then as i thought back
first it was nose bleed
then my hair falls like nobody business
then the headpain and the black out and the stars and the room moving in circles.....and.....now...... sigh
it all gel together
i have decided tt i am gg to see a doc
whether for good or for bad. for worse or for better
i just dun want to worry abt my health
but before i do tt (which i will go see one tomorrow), i decided to self study first
i surfed the net to check it out
the only thiny tt i find very close to what i am "suffering"
the signs and the syptoms, i decided tt it might be "kidney cancer"
yayaya, i know, a very TERRIBLE word
but what to do
and i cried.................
=((
dear thinks its the UTI again
coz i did not drink water (as usual. nothing special)
but i know this time is different
coz there is pain at the sides
and the blood is in the urine not the urine is blood (if u know what i meant)
anyway, i explained to him this time is different and i might die
and he told me tt i am very stubborn, why dun go see a doc early stage when the pain occur and then now want to be scare
sigh
he just dun understand
i thought it "could go away" but looks like its here to stay
and hor, who likes to go see a doc and kana dianoised tt "sorry, but u only have 1 yr to live"
pui lor
anyway, i dried up my tears and decided tt i will go see a doc on monday to clear up the air
so be it
infection or cancer
or just my over sensitivity
i just want to get over it
god bless me
=)
so far, only junior J knew abt it
coz i smsed her on sat evening when i found out
she quite supportive, said she will accompanied me to see the doc if i want her to
and she is always there to talk to me if i want to talk to somebody
i told her i dun want ppl to see my cry so i won't let her accompany me to the doc neither will i want to talk abt it. coz i will be busy sobbing away and she can't hear me talk lor
and she said its ok. just let her know if i need anything, she will be there
and then we dun need to talk, we can sms to talk........
see, she is so nice
and dear still said tt i am naive as there is no REAL friends in office de
pray hard for me, my friends........
Thursday, April 9, 2009
NO BRAIN
today was waiting for lift at the lift lobby
then the grandpa came with his elder grandson, followed by an auntie (A) and also waited for the lift with me
then when the lift finally arrives, the younger grandson popped out with the grandma and another auntie(B) in the lift
A saw the younger grandson and went "hoo hoo haa haa...blah blah blah"
B saw the elder grandson and also went "hoo hoo haa haa...blah blah blah"
all these while still standing at the entrance of the lift
when the lft door proceed to close, i quickly made my way thru to press the lift call button
and WTF!! the lift went up
and i was stranded there with a BUNCH OF BRAINLESS PIGS!!!
WTH!! fucking PIGS!!
really
never use their brains
basic courtesy rite?
need ppl to teach them??
omg!!
what is this?
no wonder tt time they did a gimmick tt singa the lion mati le
*speechless*
anyway, i let out a " F U C K" (i mouthed it)
and the grandpa i think saw it
and he went "hey u all dun crowd ard the lift entrance, ppl want to take lift de and see lor, the lift gone up le"
and the bunch of brainless pigs continued to stand there, bo "heel" what the uncle said
really NO BRAIN!!!
then the grandpa came with his elder grandson, followed by an auntie (A) and also waited for the lift with me
then when the lift finally arrives, the younger grandson popped out with the grandma and another auntie(B) in the lift
A saw the younger grandson and went "hoo hoo haa haa...blah blah blah"
B saw the elder grandson and also went "hoo hoo haa haa...blah blah blah"
all these while still standing at the entrance of the lift
when the lft door proceed to close, i quickly made my way thru to press the lift call button
and WTF!! the lift went up
and i was stranded there with a BUNCH OF BRAINLESS PIGS!!!
WTH!! fucking PIGS!!
really
never use their brains
basic courtesy rite?
need ppl to teach them??
omg!!
what is this?
no wonder tt time they did a gimmick tt singa the lion mati le
*speechless*
anyway, i let out a " F U C K" (i mouthed it)
and the grandpa i think saw it
and he went "hey u all dun crowd ard the lift entrance, ppl want to take lift de and see lor, the lift gone up le"
and the bunch of brainless pigs continued to stand there, bo "heel" what the uncle said
really NO BRAIN!!!
INNOCENT ME
today got war
very heated war
one end to another
raised voice kind
lion king did not stand by us, in fact, he stood by her
senior J was alone in the battle
coz hor, i also dun know exactly what happened
and why she so bad mood suddenly........
end of the meeting, i left the room but the 2 of them were still inside
so my guess is, they will talk abt this shouting incident
and hor, true enough, they did discussed abt it
my version:-
LK: next time dun bring it up infront of so many ppl
SJ: i do agreed. but she was so rude just now
LK: but also should not do it in front of so many ppl
SJ:No lor. she is really rude. esp to SY this morning
and when i heard it, i went "huh? why get me involved?"
and then she continued "i saw the way she spoke to u this morning, i already kept quiet lor. she is really rude to u"
and i went "huh? i dun know leh. did she talk to me? how come i dun remember?"
"why dun have? she was here. standing beside u."
and Q went "yayaya. i also think she was rude to u. she "hit" u on the head said u anyhow do"
and i went "got meh? maybe have lah. but ok lah."
and senior J went "cannot. she was rude. not only to u but to the girls. i have to protect u all. but did u see tt he really protected her"
and i went inside my heart "of course i know lah. already told her before. no matter wat happened, he will protect them not us de" now then she sees it
kua kua kua
but not too late lah
but i just dun get it
why get me involved
i mean, what if ppl misunderstood and thought tt i went to complain
oh come on!!!
anyway, no pt explaining
i am very sure, ppl already thinks so
>.<
was she rude to me?
frankly speaking, do i care?
NO
and i really dun remember tt she was rude
but i do know tt she "no look ppl up" de lor
which is consider rude too??
>.<
duh
anyway, whatever it is
bunch of losers!!
really
why fight internally
not nice to see lor
ppl will laff until their teeth drop lor
imagine just now, one at each corner
and then u talked louder, i just raised my voice louder
and then so ugly scene
everybody in the room kept so still and quiet
i tell u lor, if tt moment someone let out gas hor, whole room can hear lor
no joke........
but still, i am the innocent party....
i said before
if u want to play politics, want to claim credits, by all means, do it. but dun tread into my boundaries and get me involved i dun like it
simple as tt
period.
very heated war
one end to another
raised voice kind
lion king did not stand by us, in fact, he stood by her
senior J was alone in the battle
coz hor, i also dun know exactly what happened
and why she so bad mood suddenly........
end of the meeting, i left the room but the 2 of them were still inside
so my guess is, they will talk abt this shouting incident
and hor, true enough, they did discussed abt it
my version:-
LK: next time dun bring it up infront of so many ppl
SJ: i do agreed. but she was so rude just now
LK: but also should not do it in front of so many ppl
SJ:No lor. she is really rude. esp to SY this morning
and when i heard it, i went "huh? why get me involved?"
and then she continued "i saw the way she spoke to u this morning, i already kept quiet lor. she is really rude to u"
and i went "huh? i dun know leh. did she talk to me? how come i dun remember?"
"why dun have? she was here. standing beside u."
and Q went "yayaya. i also think she was rude to u. she "hit" u on the head said u anyhow do"
and i went "got meh? maybe have lah. but ok lah."
and senior J went "cannot. she was rude. not only to u but to the girls. i have to protect u all. but did u see tt he really protected her"
and i went inside my heart "of course i know lah. already told her before. no matter wat happened, he will protect them not us de" now then she sees it
kua kua kua
but not too late lah
but i just dun get it
why get me involved
i mean, what if ppl misunderstood and thought tt i went to complain
oh come on!!!
anyway, no pt explaining
i am very sure, ppl already thinks so
>.<
was she rude to me?
frankly speaking, do i care?
NO
and i really dun remember tt she was rude
but i do know tt she "no look ppl up" de lor
which is consider rude too??
>.<
duh
anyway, whatever it is
bunch of losers!!
really
why fight internally
not nice to see lor
ppl will laff until their teeth drop lor
imagine just now, one at each corner
and then u talked louder, i just raised my voice louder
and then so ugly scene
everybody in the room kept so still and quiet
i tell u lor, if tt moment someone let out gas hor, whole room can hear lor
no joke........
but still, i am the innocent party....
i said before
if u want to play politics, want to claim credits, by all means, do it. but dun tread into my boundaries and get me involved i dun like it
simple as tt
period.
ZOMBIE ME.......
worked till 11.15pm last evening
came back dinner, read papers and kun
today woke up early, go to work and finish off whatever tt i need to do
and was told ard 12 noon tt boss no time to meet us today
*faint*
but its ok lah, afterall must finish the work mah
but hor, sigh
maybe could go off earlier de
but hor, really senior J really very busy
i really pity her
=(
she has so much work to do and simply no time to do
but she just do her work slowly and steadily
i really admired her
for me, i could have cry and call it quits
really!!
anyway, i left on the dot today
and now though i am sitting here typing this entry
my eyes really cmi le
think i will kun early today
anyway, monday as i was on leave, she smsed me in the evening tt we will discussed abt the report on tue
so on tue, i was prepared to go thru everything with her
but she was too busy and i have class so i left on the dot
i left her a note tt i will clear with her on wed AM
wed, she was also busy
and many ppl kept coming over to seek her advice
as i have nothing on after work, i let it be
she said we will do the report together at 5pm
but then the time just dragged
finally she can see me at 6pm
we sat at the discussion table and for 1 hr, she was not gg thru the report with me
she was either on the phone, ppl came and asked her stuff or she was talking to one of the project officer who stationed himself at the discussion table with us
sigh
so i waited till 8pm and she was at her seat dealing with other stuff
and then comes 9pm
but she still have tons of stuff to settle
then 10 pm and left me and her in the office
and then finally 11pm she can sees me le
we discussed for abt 15 mins
she told me what she wants me to do
and then 1115pm we were out of the office and on our way home!!!!
T_________T
so in all, i waited 4.5hrs for her.........
i really pity her
she has so many tons of work to do and still has to take care of us........
being a head is no laffing matter
and i know i dun want tt kind of life........
coz i dun want to be a zombie...............
>.<
duh
came back dinner, read papers and kun
today woke up early, go to work and finish off whatever tt i need to do
and was told ard 12 noon tt boss no time to meet us today
*faint*
but its ok lah, afterall must finish the work mah
but hor, sigh
maybe could go off earlier de
but hor, really senior J really very busy
i really pity her
=(
she has so much work to do and simply no time to do
but she just do her work slowly and steadily
i really admired her
for me, i could have cry and call it quits
really!!
anyway, i left on the dot today
and now though i am sitting here typing this entry
my eyes really cmi le
think i will kun early today
anyway, monday as i was on leave, she smsed me in the evening tt we will discussed abt the report on tue
so on tue, i was prepared to go thru everything with her
but she was too busy and i have class so i left on the dot
i left her a note tt i will clear with her on wed AM
wed, she was also busy
and many ppl kept coming over to seek her advice
as i have nothing on after work, i let it be
she said we will do the report together at 5pm
but then the time just dragged
finally she can see me at 6pm
we sat at the discussion table and for 1 hr, she was not gg thru the report with me
she was either on the phone, ppl came and asked her stuff or she was talking to one of the project officer who stationed himself at the discussion table with us
sigh
so i waited till 8pm and she was at her seat dealing with other stuff
and then comes 9pm
but she still have tons of stuff to settle
then 10 pm and left me and her in the office
and then finally 11pm she can sees me le
we discussed for abt 15 mins
she told me what she wants me to do
and then 1115pm we were out of the office and on our way home!!!!
T_________T
so in all, i waited 4.5hrs for her.........
i really pity her
she has so many tons of work to do and still has to take care of us........
being a head is no laffing matter
and i know i dun want tt kind of life........
coz i dun want to be a zombie...............
>.<
duh
NO FLIP FLOPS
was told tt there is a office dress code de lor
and hr did long time ago send out a circular on it
and mgt very particular abt it
but i remembered when i first came in, i did asked the HR then "any dress code?"
and his reply was "nope. unless ur div has one. but basically no"
anyway, yesterday suddenly out of the blue (coz she said she will bring it up during the staff meeting) she brought it out
she said she noticed tt ppl wore flip flop to work which to her is a NO NO NO
and someone went to argue with her tt "i did not"
and wa kao! kana shoot back "but today i saw u wearing it to work"
kua kua kua
why argue.... u know what i mean........sigh
anyway, then she mentioned abt no jeans on weekday too unless of course on dress down day
or maybe when u r on off day or something like tt
but if u have a meeting, please dress formally
and we all nodded
frankly speaking, to me, no issue de.
coz i dun wear flip flops and i dun wear jeans to work
only once when we were shifting office
from 4th storey to the basement
which i think its logical rite?
convenient to shift and pack mah
dun expect me to wear heels and then in a dress to pack
tts really inconvenienence
so i just listen to the news like a pinch of salt
but hor, after the short discussion, u can see ppl's reaction and face
like "wa!! big shot liao lah. now also want to control what we wear"
and i just smile
actually its a fact lah
dressed up more also good for ur own image
frankly speaking, which boss will want to promote his staff who has no concern abt his or her appearance de
>.<
and hr did long time ago send out a circular on it
and mgt very particular abt it
but i remembered when i first came in, i did asked the HR then "any dress code?"
and his reply was "nope. unless ur div has one. but basically no"
anyway, yesterday suddenly out of the blue (coz she said she will bring it up during the staff meeting) she brought it out
she said she noticed tt ppl wore flip flop to work which to her is a NO NO NO
and someone went to argue with her tt "i did not"
and wa kao! kana shoot back "but today i saw u wearing it to work"
kua kua kua
why argue.... u know what i mean........sigh
anyway, then she mentioned abt no jeans on weekday too unless of course on dress down day
or maybe when u r on off day or something like tt
but if u have a meeting, please dress formally
and we all nodded
frankly speaking, to me, no issue de.
coz i dun wear flip flops and i dun wear jeans to work
only once when we were shifting office
from 4th storey to the basement
which i think its logical rite?
convenient to shift and pack mah
dun expect me to wear heels and then in a dress to pack
tts really inconvenienence
so i just listen to the news like a pinch of salt
but hor, after the short discussion, u can see ppl's reaction and face
like "wa!! big shot liao lah. now also want to control what we wear"
and i just smile
actually its a fact lah
dressed up more also good for ur own image
frankly speaking, which boss will want to promote his staff who has no concern abt his or her appearance de
>.<
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
MOVING BACK SOON
yipee!!!
the new office reno works are coming to an end soon
hurray!!!
=))
dun need to see idiot so much le
=)
i have my own cubicle back soon........can't wait
and tall one too...........away from the outside world *beam beam*
and i can also have my radio back
oh!! how i missed my music.......stupiak idiot
anyway, tentatively the date is set at 20th april........
dun be too happy yet lor
my seat is just infront of senior J and then the head and a new cm will be our neighbours
junior j will be beside me and of coz cw will be beside senior J and behind junior j lor
so ppl walking in and out of our lane will see what i am doing esp the person behind me is senior J, sure many ppl comes in and out de lor
so i must derive a plan..........*put on the thinking cap*
hehe
=P
junior j will not be tt disturb coz not many ppl will pop by her lane lor
ppl dun look for cw de, all looking for jw
so in future, i will be like the pa le
ppl coming into my lane will asked "where is senior j? where is the head? where is the cm?"
wa kao!!
damn cukoo de hor
pui
why always me???!?!?!?
and hor, as i was on leave yesterday,something happened in office
i went walking ard aimlessly with dear in orchard road
and then dinner at THE SHIP......
total damage = $70 plus........my treat!! =)
(coz i cleared my 1/2 day night duty off and also took a 1/2 day leave and he took 1 day leave to service his car and accompany me)
wanted to watch the jackie chan's movie. but dear not very interested in it
but he obliged to watch it with me, which me, in the end decided not to, even though he said tt me very "meow" dun want to treat him watch movie and since its me treating, he won't complain its a lousy show. but hor, ever since watching the BRIDES WAR with him hor, i decided not to watch movies which he is not interested it lor. like jerk, he will liam liam liam
which i bloody fucking hell dun like......
u want to watch, u just watch
dun want to watch then just forget it
as simple as tt, dun liam liam liam me, i will be damn tl lor
just like he chose all the movies which we watched, i just diam diam watch
why bother to say so much rite?
if not, in future no more movies lor
and watching movie is just a form of relaxation lor, so why go think so much or argue over nothing??!!??
hm....
ok ok, too side track le
back to the leave thingy
and then junior j smsed me and said tt idiot just send an email to all and said tt she is unwell taking half day mc and she left the office without saying anything or mentioning it to anybody
WOW!!!
so senior J was quite unhappy abt it
frankly speaking, since we know her pattern is like this, and she won't change, then so be it lor
dun bother to get angry with such ppl
what for?
got more better things to do lor then to be angry with her
really
and hor, she only bother to send an sms to inform senior J, when cw told her to do it.......
*slap forehead*
i really dun know what is gg on inside her brain or what exactly is she thinking abt
anyway since gg to move back to my own little cubicle soon, i am simply gg to bo chap abt her......and everything else
really
i am not gg to be bother with any other things not within my scope
unless i am tasked to do it
why bother when end of the day, ppl gg to claim the credit for it
=(
and helped her so much hor, does she appreciate it?
no lor, she sees me as a dun know what
and i dun intend to get myself involved in other ppl's business
the new office reno works are coming to an end soon
hurray!!!
=))
dun need to see idiot so much le
=)
i have my own cubicle back soon........can't wait
and tall one too...........away from the outside world *beam beam*
and i can also have my radio back
oh!! how i missed my music.......stupiak idiot
anyway, tentatively the date is set at 20th april........
dun be too happy yet lor
my seat is just infront of senior J and then the head and a new cm will be our neighbours
junior j will be beside me and of coz cw will be beside senior J and behind junior j lor
so ppl walking in and out of our lane will see what i am doing esp the person behind me is senior J, sure many ppl comes in and out de lor
so i must derive a plan..........*put on the thinking cap*
hehe
=P
junior j will not be tt disturb coz not many ppl will pop by her lane lor
ppl dun look for cw de, all looking for jw
so in future, i will be like the pa le
ppl coming into my lane will asked "where is senior j? where is the head? where is the cm?"
wa kao!!
damn cukoo de hor
pui
why always me???!?!?!?
and hor, as i was on leave yesterday,something happened in office
i went walking ard aimlessly with dear in orchard road
and then dinner at THE SHIP......
total damage = $70 plus........my treat!! =)
(coz i cleared my 1/2 day night duty off and also took a 1/2 day leave and he took 1 day leave to service his car and accompany me)
wanted to watch the jackie chan's movie. but dear not very interested in it
but he obliged to watch it with me, which me, in the end decided not to, even though he said tt me very "meow" dun want to treat him watch movie and since its me treating, he won't complain its a lousy show. but hor, ever since watching the BRIDES WAR with him hor, i decided not to watch movies which he is not interested it lor. like jerk, he will liam liam liam
which i bloody fucking hell dun like......
u want to watch, u just watch
dun want to watch then just forget it
as simple as tt, dun liam liam liam me, i will be damn tl lor
just like he chose all the movies which we watched, i just diam diam watch
why bother to say so much rite?
if not, in future no more movies lor
and watching movie is just a form of relaxation lor, so why go think so much or argue over nothing??!!??
hm....
ok ok, too side track le
back to the leave thingy
and then junior j smsed me and said tt idiot just send an email to all and said tt she is unwell taking half day mc and she left the office without saying anything or mentioning it to anybody
WOW!!!
so senior J was quite unhappy abt it
frankly speaking, since we know her pattern is like this, and she won't change, then so be it lor
dun bother to get angry with such ppl
what for?
got more better things to do lor then to be angry with her
really
and hor, she only bother to send an sms to inform senior J, when cw told her to do it.......
*slap forehead*
i really dun know what is gg on inside her brain or what exactly is she thinking abt
anyway since gg to move back to my own little cubicle soon, i am simply gg to bo chap abt her......and everything else
really
i am not gg to be bother with any other things not within my scope
unless i am tasked to do it
why bother when end of the day, ppl gg to claim the credit for it
=(
and helped her so much hor, does she appreciate it?
no lor, she sees me as a dun know what
and i dun intend to get myself involved in other ppl's business
BLOOM BLOOM BLOOM
3 weeks le but the sunflower just refuse to BLOOM
see!!
soil is soil
seed is seed
nothing more to see........
kua kua kua
=((
so dear went up to the internet and tried to surf for "ways of growing sunflower" and we got another pot
waiting to see the results next weekend....... currently, soil is still soil and seed is still seed
=)
HOTEL STAY
we went for a hotel stay last weekends
thanks to dad's friend
she has 2 rooms free at armara......so we went.........
took a few snap shots!!
=))
see, we got adjoining room
did not take pic of dad's room
its the same lay out except tt dad is having the king's or was it queen's size bed......whatever...
we did not get to swim
coz day 1, we went there late, coz dear needs to study for his coming exams
and day 2, we were both tired......... =))
can u see from the pic, even though we were there resting and nuaing, dear still brought his lappy and his text book to study
his exams is next month......few days before our trip........
said soon he cannot meet me during the weekends le, coz he needs to k the books
so sad
=(
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
CRY FOR WHAT HUH?
what happened when someone lies?
the trust is betrayed
what happened when u choose to cook up some excuses for the lies and then move on
u will feel lousy and the liar continues to lie but the trust is eroding
what happened when the someone continues to lie?
u will feel so damn bloody hurt, even though u choose to further cook up excuses for the liar and the trust is still eroding
=(
kua kua kua
i read somewhere before" the one who loves u will never let u shed a single tear"
but i also found out tt "u will only shed tears for the one whom u love dearly"
frankly speaking if u dun love the someone, u think u bother to cry??? u mean u will cry for any tom, dick and harry? i doubt so too rite
while waiting for the bus home just now
the girl behind me was talking on the phone and crying away
i wanted to pass her a packet of tissue but decided not to, coz i dun want to interupt her thoughts
no lah, i dun want to embrass her
crying in public already very "bu hao kan" le lor
really made me wonder why she cried until like this
2 lines of tears rolling down her cheek
it made me think and be thankful tt i have my beloved dear by my side
though he did made me cried before but then ............i did not cry till like tt lor
whoever on the other line must have hurt her too too much...........
=(
the trust is betrayed
what happened when u choose to cook up some excuses for the lies and then move on
u will feel lousy and the liar continues to lie but the trust is eroding
what happened when the someone continues to lie?
u will feel so damn bloody hurt, even though u choose to further cook up excuses for the liar and the trust is still eroding
=(
kua kua kua
i read somewhere before" the one who loves u will never let u shed a single tear"
but i also found out tt "u will only shed tears for the one whom u love dearly"
frankly speaking if u dun love the someone, u think u bother to cry??? u mean u will cry for any tom, dick and harry? i doubt so too rite
while waiting for the bus home just now
the girl behind me was talking on the phone and crying away
i wanted to pass her a packet of tissue but decided not to, coz i dun want to interupt her thoughts
no lah, i dun want to embrass her
crying in public already very "bu hao kan" le lor
really made me wonder why she cried until like this
2 lines of tears rolling down her cheek
it made me think and be thankful tt i have my beloved dear by my side
though he did made me cried before but then ............i did not cry till like tt lor
whoever on the other line must have hurt her too too much...........
=(
1/3 OR 2/3??
imagine, 2 round cakes, shared by 3 friends
what fraction of the cake does each friend get?
mum: 2/3
me: nope. its 1/3.
mum: no. its 2/3.
me: u see har. how can be 2/3. 2 cakes. cut into 6 pcs. each one get 2 pcs rite? so 2/6 = 1/3
mum: oic. *still cannot accept look*
me:*beam beam* so hao lian.....
few mins later....
me: 2 rounds cakes shared by 3 friends. what fraction of the cake does each one get?
dear: 2/3 (without even blattering an eyelid lor)
me: huh? why? its 1/3 rite?
dear: where got 1/2? 1 cake cut into 3 pcs. one get how many?
me: 1/3 lor.
dear: ya lor. then cut the other cake. then give one pc each. one get how many?
me :another 1/3 lor
dear: so 1/3 plus 1/3 how many?
me :2/3 lor
dear: ya lor. so where got 1/3? u "ben ben de" lor
me :*sulk* (still dun want to give up) but u see har, 2 cakes. cut into 6 pcs rite? so each one get 2 pcs rite? so 2/6 = 1/3
dear: *silence for a moment* *in deep thoughts*...hm.... u r rite also. but u think too complicated le. why bother abt 6 pcs? its 1/3 plus 1/3 lor.
me:*TL* *diam diam*
=(
what fraction of the cake does each friend get?
mum: 2/3
me: nope. its 1/3.
mum: no. its 2/3.
me: u see har. how can be 2/3. 2 cakes. cut into 6 pcs. each one get 2 pcs rite? so 2/6 = 1/3
mum: oic. *still cannot accept look*
me:*beam beam* so hao lian.....
few mins later....
me: 2 rounds cakes shared by 3 friends. what fraction of the cake does each one get?
dear: 2/3 (without even blattering an eyelid lor)
me: huh? why? its 1/3 rite?
dear: where got 1/2? 1 cake cut into 3 pcs. one get how many?
me: 1/3 lor.
dear: ya lor. then cut the other cake. then give one pc each. one get how many?
me :another 1/3 lor
dear: so 1/3 plus 1/3 how many?
me :2/3 lor
dear: ya lor. so where got 1/3? u "ben ben de" lor
me :*sulk* (still dun want to give up) but u see har, 2 cakes. cut into 6 pcs rite? so each one get 2 pcs rite? so 2/6 = 1/3
dear: *silence for a moment* *in deep thoughts*...hm.... u r rite also. but u think too complicated le. why bother abt 6 pcs? its 1/3 plus 1/3 lor.
me:*TL* *diam diam*
=(
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
HOW OLD IS MY RIVAL?
yesterday while sitting at my desk and working harfd to consolidate the figures
KK suddenly out of the blue asked me "so how old is my rival?"
i looked at him "huh?" blur looked and then shocked
then he asked again "how old is my rival?"
and i went "oh! one yr older than u. same as junior j"
and he went "ok lah. not tt old. i thought very old. coz u said u like older men"
hm... since when he thinks he has a rival.........
KK suddenly out of the blue asked me "so how old is my rival?"
i looked at him "huh?" blur looked and then shocked
then he asked again "how old is my rival?"
and i went "oh! one yr older than u. same as junior j"
and he went "ok lah. not tt old. i thought very old. coz u said u like older men"
hm... since when he thinks he has a rival.........
CIVIL WAR
there was an internal war today
=(
nothing to do with me
afterall my slogans so far are "MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS" and "DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND SHUT UP"
so during all the commotion, abt whether to replace the paper, dun replace, must do it. u dun do, i send directly to boss myself...blah blah blah.....me just listen, looked up, nod a few times and WORK!!
sure fight losing battle de. even if u have the right of the way
afterall, u are fighting against the pet lor
frankly, do i want to be embroiled in all these
no thanks
once is enough!!
apparently, after the trip, senior J has her own reserves towards lion king
she became wary of him, esp to the stuff tt were roared out from his mouth
which i in turn knew it thousand yrs ago!!
pui lor
i may be lo bo, but i lo bo for a cause
i dun need any recognition but just dun step on me to claim credits
i just need some appreciation end of the day for my hard work
but hor, discussion with junior J
we think tt when lion king puff puff her again, she will be on cloud 9 and then things will be different again
>.<
so better zip up
but senior j said something which is what i have been thinking since she and him get into positions
"better find another job now. how long can i bear/endured working under such boss?"
though not a beauty, but great minds do think alike
=)
=(
nothing to do with me
afterall my slogans so far are "MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS" and "DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND SHUT UP"
so during all the commotion, abt whether to replace the paper, dun replace, must do it. u dun do, i send directly to boss myself...blah blah blah.....me just listen, looked up, nod a few times and WORK!!
sure fight losing battle de. even if u have the right of the way
afterall, u are fighting against the pet lor
frankly, do i want to be embroiled in all these
no thanks
once is enough!!
apparently, after the trip, senior J has her own reserves towards lion king
she became wary of him, esp to the stuff tt were roared out from his mouth
which i in turn knew it thousand yrs ago!!
pui lor
i may be lo bo, but i lo bo for a cause
i dun need any recognition but just dun step on me to claim credits
i just need some appreciation end of the day for my hard work
but hor, discussion with junior J
we think tt when lion king puff puff her again, she will be on cloud 9 and then things will be different again
>.<
so better zip up
but senior j said something which is what i have been thinking since she and him get into positions
"better find another job now. how long can i bear/endured working under such boss?"
though not a beauty, but great minds do think alike
=)
COZ I WANT TO COME OUT
was telling dear the other day tt zhuang' wedding will be held on his birthday too
and therefore i will be attending the wedding
he commented "but its my birthday!!!" *wailing* "so she is more impt than me lah"
knowing he will said tt, i told him "hey!! u should be happy tt even the fortunate teller said tt ur birth date is a good date for marriage lor. so u should thank ur mama for giving birth to u on this day"
and tt cheeky man went "u think what!! its I want to come out one lor, nothing to do with my mum. Its I want to come out"
*faint*
anyway, being the nice bf, he agreed to attend the wedding dinner with me
=)
and therefore i will be attending the wedding
he commented "but its my birthday!!!" *wailing* "so she is more impt than me lah"
knowing he will said tt, i told him "hey!! u should be happy tt even the fortunate teller said tt ur birth date is a good date for marriage lor. so u should thank ur mama for giving birth to u on this day"
and tt cheeky man went "u think what!! its I want to come out one lor, nothing to do with my mum. Its I want to come out"
*faint*
anyway, being the nice bf, he agreed to attend the wedding dinner with me
=)
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