NOT AGAIN!!

i got it from her this morning
NOT AGAIN!!
wtf lor
really
she asked me "how could i let it go?" and "why i never follow procedure"
and i replied "i did not let it go. tts why i told u i got to highlight to u NOW. and its not tt i never follow procedure, but its becoz nobody tell me since day 1"
and then she claimed its becoz i never asked
and i said coz the first time i did with the ex boss, she herself did not tell me to do it so i thought no need
OMFG!!!

and she rattled on and i tried to clarify to a pt i gave up
tears swell up in my eyes and i think she also decided to use the soft approach
but damaged already done
what have i done wrong??

really!!!!
duh
>.<

the officer told me tt the head said no need his signature we can proceed to get the paper signed
and i told her no cannot. at least get a replacement
but she said head gave her permission
and so what can i do?
if u can't win them join them?
of course not.
not for this case coz i know its not the right procedure
so i highlighted and then i was blamed for "LETTING IT GO"
what is this!!!
i really dun undertstand

if i let go, i would not have highlighted
then she wants to talk abt the checklists but nobody tell me
frankly speaking, if i know got such a procedure, u think i will want to skip it
its so ridiculous to scold me

anyway, after the whole commotion
kk asked me "did she just scold u?"
and i went "its ok lah. my own fault. i should have asked"

the project officer also was angry with me
said i always sabo her
but hello!! i am just doing my part
things tt dun comply , out it goes
tts it!!
as simple as tt
and now whole world is against me
what is this!!

so upsetting to work in such an environment
so what is right and what is wrong?
in the first place, the head should not have given permission
i am just a worker lor
u all want to play games, pls do it quietly dun involved me
wat u want me to do?
damn NB turtle

left office on the dot today
too upset
bought myself a bar of toblerone
sinful food will make me feel better, i hope!
=0(

i have decided
both can play the same game
u want to make my life difficult, so will i
in future things tt doesn't comply, i will make hell out of a noise
and then i will end it with "u check with my boss, if she said can, then we proceed. but if she said no, pls amend"
and then tts it

i be ms nice and u took advantage
end of the day i kana shit
then no more ms nice
i am sorry
u made me what i am today!!

damn sickening
=(