WET CONCERT

almost forgot to rave abt the jay chou's concert

 I tell u hor
overall
OK LOR
hahaha
not very fantastic
except tt light sticks was provided and a paper fan


as usual the sound system was not good
and to make things worst, there was the RAIN.....seriously bo give face lor
just pour and pour and pour
but then it stopped when the concert starts and start to rain again when its encore time!!!
but this time I get to see the words on the screen
wahahahhaa
neighbour said coz the screens were bigger this time
I told her I thought the distance was shorter this time coz of the orientation of the stage
sect 611
u may want to consider in future if the configuration of the concert is longitudinal


though our tic were cheap de
but I got to say, we were sitting facing in front of on of the screen
hahahaha
superb lor!!
ZHAN!!!

I dun really enjoyed the musical where he sang a bit of some of his songs
I rather he sings everything
full song

and then of course there was the famous rain lor
hahaha
not tt Korean super star hor
but the RAIN as in the pitter patter pitter patter rain

frankly all of us can sing "raindrop keeps falling on my head"
drip drip drip
luckily the seats we had was fully sheltered so it was okie
I was told those sitting at the opening tio rain lor

but gg home time was worst
raining all over

think they did not designed for rain too not just tt patch of grass or the sound system
duh
its okie to want to think out of the box.. but must be practical

BYE BYE

bye bye 2014

this yr has not been bad for me neither was it very good
I got to say it was smooth sailing bah
no major up or major down
just "soon soon"

thanks for being kind to me
hope 2015 and every year there onwards will be a better year!

HUAT AH!!

CALL OR DUN CALL?

I said the phone rang previously rite?
and tt she will send me the details rite?
so far I have yet to see any email from her
how huh?
to call or not to call?

*pondering*

LOST......... AND FOUND

Another one!!!
sigh
what is happening huh?
2014....water year?? or metal year?
or metal and water clash???
tts why the metal got swallow by the water?

sigh

frankly, when there was no news, there was still a glimpse of hope
and when there was news, sigh..........all hopes were dashed

so which is better?
got news or bo news?

looked at it at a positive way...at least there is now a closure

lost and then found

BACK FROM KL

back from the 3D2N sekinchan/kl trip with my GRC

ZHAN!!
I got to say its frankly very good

hotel, sight seeing, and food
wonderful!!

only complain is the journey
sit until me backside pain
hehehe

but then luckily on the bus I sleep, off the bus I see
hahaha
so quite okie

$330 per pax
I totally think its all worth every cent of it

two hotels we stayed- premiere hotel and Berjaya times square
very the wonderful
*clap hands*

last min they threw in a durian buffet lunch
at first I was skeptical abt it coz not durian season mah, so the durians might not be tt good
but hor, I tell u... its DAMN GOOD lor
hahaha


climbed the 270 steps of the batu caves
I tell u
WOW!!
come down legs turned jelly
but it was an experienced bah

mama just cheong up the steps bo warned m
and I got to chase after her
I tell u
she has more stamina than me lor
I think I really old le
the weak heart hor, pumped like mad leh
but good la. once awhile let the heart pump pump pump
then will be healthier
hehehehe

PRO WRAPPER

I have finally wrapped all my pressies!!
I tell u
wrapped until I ORH BAK KAR!!
and can wrap until one gift went missing
DUH

will check again in the office on Monday
as two bags of gift were brought to office le

totally 34 gifts I gotten and wrapped and tagged
steady pom pi pi

still have another additional 4 more and another 3 more and another....erm.....
=(

still have many to wrap
=(

anyway
its the season of giving
so bo sad.. only happy happy

RING RING RING

FINALLY!!

ring ring ring

wahahaha
GOD BLESS!!

called on wed, told me tt there would be an interview on thur and whether can I make it
I told her I cant as the schedule is too tight for me
she asked whether am I still interested and I said YES
then she said OK she will re arrange another one for me

I thought just said said de
but TODAY!!
WAHAHAHHA
she called
7 JAN!!

Wish me luck!!

HUAT AH!!

5D4N BANDUNG TRIP

5D4D in bandung
29th nov to 3rd dec
I tell u
ZHAN!!!

haha
I think ping and franics were like scratching their heads and worried tt I did not enjoyed myself
as I did not buy anything!!!
ya,Bandung is a shopping paradise and yet I bought nothing
SWEE!!
but dun worry la, I am not a shopper so bo buy things is very normal de
=D
maybe next time they wont jio me for trips le
kekeke

gg on trip with them very happy and relaxing one
I like
hahaha
bo rush bo chase
just own time own target

let me see what I can remember abt the trip on all 5 days

day 1
on plane
reached bandung
COLD COLD COLD
hahaha
checked in and had our dinner in the room
and ming en was so sweet, helped her mama to massage her back
and then next moment WAILED like dun know what
why?
coz the tiger palm was tooo tooo tooo too "icy" for her little delicate hands
cry like wat
see le, my heart also break lor

day 2
woke up and joined the nature trek
started ok
just tt it was raining the day before, so the grounds was very soft and soggy
so poor ping... fell a few times
coz she was not wearing a proper track shoes
and then next moment all hell broke loose
hmmmmmm.... coz of flies and mosquitoes
and the poor little girl was screaming her lungs out lor
=(
I was in the front okie and the three of them were at the back..... imagine the screams
wow!!

anyway what saved the day??
the tattoo and the nail polish
hahaha
they have the activities for kids and all of us went to join and boy!! u should see how happy the girl was
*clap hands*
and of coz the papa also enjoyed himself with the flying fox......

then off for some shopping at XXX Riau - Heritage Building
and then lim pei me fell sick
=(
wtf
end up bo shopping
coz I bo mood just feeling cold.....
=P

day 3
went to crater and strawberry farm
very ZHAN!!!
damn cold lor I tell u
so hor
bring like winter wear go
haha
so so cold
and then the strawberries very very sweet I tell u
1kg is 50000 rupiah.. cheap cheap... u pluck ur own strawberry
but today I felt much better coz I popped panadols the night before

then the driver brought us to paris java (dun know what)
hahaha
also for shopping
high end shopping so bo buy anything

day 4
I tell u
we went to trans studio
wow!!!
indoor theme park
I enjoyed myself very muchie
esp in the haunted house
hahahaa
here I lost my voice
screamed and shouted too much
ping and I just sat in the train for 4 pax (we shared with another 2 muslim players)
and both of us were like closing our eyes and shouting and screaming all the way
end of the journey actually nothing scary but we scared ourselves silly
hahaha

day 5
we went to a nearby shopping place... XXX model (dun know what..all in malay I really dun know. kekeke)
and shopped again
this time though I was feeling better but I still did not buy anything
=(

I want to share this place called STONE CAFE
if u planning to go THE VALLEY then consider this place instead !!!
ambience and price and food
yum yum
it was intro to us by the hotel driver

anyway must book own transport and driver
but hor due to language barrier
its better for u to plan a detailed iternary and then just pass to the driver and  just sit back and relax
if not.. really and seriously one chicken one duck talk

5D4N trip
very good
I like
ZHAN

I tell u
I was not dressed up for the place la
its so cold
and me brought t shirts and sleeveless and shorts
=(
next time..i will bring long sleeves and slack
haahaa
be better equipped
so I wont be sick cat NOW
=(

but I want to thank ping and francis and ming en
for allowing me to tag along for this trip
I dun make any decisions I just follow
hope I bo give them any headache
=D

SICK CAT

I m back!!!
hahaha
and became a sick cat

hahaha

fever on day 1
then okie le
then sore throat, lost my voice and then now finally cough and flu

=(

I think its the promotion package la
one either one and get the other two FOC!!
hahaha

fever cough and flu ....comes hand in hand
duh

go to rest well bah
weekend just ard the corner.. dun want to waste it sleeping at home

anyway need to recover ASAP
coz next fri gg KL le
=D

HUAT AH!!

WHY NO RING

seriously
so long le
the handphone just no ring
sigh

why why why
=(

no more market value??

可惜

I suddenly felt very very sad on fri nite
I dun know why
sad until cannot sad
very easily want to cry
=(
and I did cried

cannot explained what happened
but its the feeling lor
but I knew tt something is gg to happen
and its not gg to be good
after the band sang the song..........my world just came crumbling down ...instantly

the last time I encountered such feeling was tt day tt "uncle" made me so mad
dun know why I just seemed to know before hand tt something bad is gg to happen
is it good to have just a "skill"??
but at least when it happened, I was like expected it and thus not so sad

I was very happy at first
joined an event to go timbre
and I was enjoying myself, the venue, the music, the food, the ppl
then it jus hit me suddenly........

anyway I did find out what happened eventually
sad?
yes, I was sad
but not as sad as I was on fri nite
but then its okie
nothing impt
move on bah

MOVE ON
!!
jia you ah!!
=D


我願變成童話裡
你愛的那個天使
張開雙手
變成翅膀守護你
你要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局

可惜 这不是我们的结局

SATISFY THE CRAVING

sun night suddenly got the craving for bak kut the
wa kao!!
very long no craving le
then suddenly tio craving

today I finally went to satisfy my craving with
SONG FA!!!
hahaha

thanks to YY who told me east side has bak kut teh
and best thing is, its the white soup base de not the brown kind

and today weather is cold and wet
having tt hot, peppery soup
SUPERB

verdict
so so nia
but good enough to satisfy my craving
=D

FAKIE

dun know why
when I see her "act" sad in office then when she was busy typing away she damn happy then after tt "act" emo again.. then after work can see her go out with her so called "friend"
I felt tt all the things she kept telling me abt "I dun know leh. the ex  might be the one..blah blah blah"  I felt al so bluff and so disgusted abt it

recently told me
"who knows 2016 u may received my wedding card with him"
dun know why I wanted to reply its ok dun need to give me coz I wont give u two my blessings
but then very bad rite.... if I said like tt

but I just felt tt she is so bluff now
=(
sigh

I think hor
I need to stay away from negative ppl le

seriously
making me so tired
PUI

GREEN GREEN GRASS

erm.. I am not an athlete person
but hor... can win or cannot win
the grass matter meh???

just like if the shoes no good, the runner cannot run well and cannot come in first??
or the swimsuit bo ho.. then the swimmer come in 1st??

erm...I dun know leh
*scratch head*

I still upset over the cancelled concert
BLAH!!!

EMO BABIES

frankly was a mistake to sign up with SDN
got to know a grp of friendly ppl
end up wakao!!
all the emo babies
okie not all.. but two is enough lor
WTF!!!

this tt bo giam
then dun want to talk to each other
then we need to form clique
seriously, how old le
I dun fit in lor

all 30 over and some before 30
but its ok
I dun get involved mah
coz I smart
I just join the events lor
go and pass some time
but then hor
WTF

really leh
this is getting out of hand

I made a few good ppl
but I think we can always maintain our own grp
dun need to be in the big grp all the time

waste of time and energy
totally drained

and also my positive ions!!!
damn it

think I better go find more things to do......
stay away from them?? or rather maintain a safe distance

ON THE WAY....

here we come....
BANDUNG!!
hahaha

thanks ping for organizing and booking
now all I need to do is to apply for my leave and then jio jio ivan to come along to bunk with me

actually 1st choice was yuchong.. but dun know why the WA lost his contact le...(how like tt de meh??)  2nd choice was weeley.. but her mama tio stomach cancer.. in and out of hospital her mama went
so I dun want to disturb her
then I thought of neighbhour.....end up she dun have much leave left
last resort...ivan lor
haha
dun let him know ok
if not I think he sure damn upset de

so many ppl yet so little choices.....
guess as I aged hor..friends also getting lesser
all have own commitment
so hor..my soul mate please gambade and come find me

HUAT AH

FINDING TRUE LOVE

when she told me tt she told him tt she wants to call off the wedding
I applaused
frankly, I thought tts what she should do
at least for him
since he so loves her, the least she would do is to let him go and find his one true love
since she cannot truly loves him

I am just so proud of her until she said "but I dun know whether I did the right thing or not? maybe he is the one then I let him go. maybe I will call him back. I dun know"

I told her not to do it
let him go
if he is so so good then let him go coz she not good for him
she then asked me "u mean I am not good enough?"
the thing here is not abt good enough or not
its abt not loving the person enough so let him go bah

why hold on to him and keep cheating on him??!?!?
it just showed tt she dun loves him anymore
"no ah. maybe I do love him. just tt the sparks no more. I may find it back" she went
"oh come on, if u really can find it back, in the first place u wont have off track and then u asked for the cooling period and then did u find it back? nopie.. u went back to the other guy"

sigh the conversation came to this pt
I got fed up le
she dun see where the problem is

anyway its ok
its her life
then she said she very sad and all
but I tell u, I still sees her eat her lunch and all... despite she said no appetite.... but I remembered tt time when she "broke off" with the 3rd party... tt one then is called very sad cannot eat lor

and then half way thru the lunch, she was busy messaging then I saw her "Steal laugh"  u called this sad
to me all acting
to make ppl pity her if one day she announced tt they have gone their separate ways

anyway all these are I said de

I truly hope tt she wont call him le
afterall, YES, afterall there is now another guy
this is the 2nd 3rd party

I think she knew tt I would be upset
so she did not tell me abt this new guy
but then U THINK I STUPIAK OR WHAT
I have eyes to see for myself
and yes, the guy is from office AGAIN

anyway, I am not gg to comment much abt it this time
coz I realized she shared it with the others but not with me this time
so I guessed the rest would have agreed with her doings and ways that's why she chose not to share with me this time

which is totally fine with me
after all its her life
as long as she happy

letting go of my marriage and the guy I love, letting them go find their true happiness....and also giving myself a chance to find mine.......
and now both of them r happily married
as long as they happy, I will be happy too

one day, one day I will also find my true happiness
HUAT AH

WHOSE MONEY?

was having my late lunch just now
then saw this family of 5 sitting at next table
wife proceeded to take the bill, hubby gestured her to give it to him, she signaled back its ok, hubby gave her a "its ok passed me the bill" look and she gave the hubby a disgusted "I am paying" look

all I wanted to say is
the man really did not get it
"his money is her money, her money is her money. her money is never his money"

so hor, to him, he wants to pay but to the wife, "even if its me paying but it is still ur money, honey"
kekeke
so does not matter who pays... coz its hubby's money

FELL HARD

I fell down again
at the staircase
=(

now left leg got blue black
and body aching
also dun know why
I managed to break the fall with my left hand
and then knock the leg on the step
I thought one blue black tts all mah

today bodyache
dun know why
think I old le bah
=(

I normally dun take the stairs de
coz I have this eerie feeling abt it
but fri hor
dun know it was like calling me to take the stairs
and then ho say leh
just one step and I fell
DUH

RING RING RING

one month de bah
hdp no ring
=(

sad
*speechless*

POSTPONEMENT

abit piss off
or rather very piss off tt the 8 nov concert is postpone due to the fucking stupid grass
=(

postpone to dec 27
so those who did not manage to get the tickets the other time due to the schedule bo tio
can now consider getting the tic
=D

still
I am piss off
was looking so forward to it
but... now this....
=(
then nov do what?
whats there to look forward to?

BANDUNG!!
kekekeke
*beam beam*

I AM BACK

just got back from my one week of niece sitting

sis went to cheng du with bil if u r interested to know where did she go this time
=D

It has been a tiring week
coz every day slept at 11 plus and woke up at 630
=(

and I thought I can sleep late today end up woke up at 8am and sat there watched the k drama
=(
need to catch back some sleep bah

I guess no need to niece sit for the rest of the yr le
cox nov.. sis bringing them to HK
dec gg Beijing but the little one can come over so no need to niece sit
=D

HUAT AH

so in case u r missing me, well, I am back
=D

NO THANK YOU?

its just a simple "Thank You"
whats wrong?
I mean this is basic courtesy right?
and esp more impt as we are in overseas, its portrayed to others the image of our country

so what did I do wrong when I said thank you to the guy who returned me my change after I bought the mee sua from him? or from the uncle when he passed me the shorts I bought?
I totally have no idea whats wrong did I do tt she has to scream and shout at me and then gave me a lecture tt "its their job. why u need to say thank you to them? if really wan to say, just nod ur head lor"

OH my god!!!
ya, like tt also want to argue with me lor
I told her in service line, or whatever line, its their job, fair enough, I agreed, but a simple thank you can make their day, then why not? wat do we have to lose?  and ok maybe can nod head, but open the mouth to say thank you wont die lor
and she rattled on and on tt its their job and I should stop doing it
I told her "its basic courtesy"
and she said if I am happy saying thank you then why am I angry now
I told her I am mad coz she kept saying me when she knows tt I have to say thank you
and she said "if u want to keep saying, then I also can say my things. why only u can say and I cannot?" and gave me a smirk look
"FAIR" I told her. then u continue to say bah coz I will still continue to say "thank you"
and next moment, I said it again and she rattled on and I shut down. just let her rattle on and on
hahaha

frankly if u dun see what I am seeing, then sorry lor...coz u r not wrong neither am I
so stop forcing ur idea/ thoughts on others

I mean if the teacher is paid to teach the students.. then they also did their part le lor, dun expect ur child to score distinction lor.. coz the teacher role is to teach and they just teach lor.. ur child can excel or not...that ur business... so stop blaming the teachers

or maybe, u gave birth to ur children
so they can ask u for money for this and for tt
u have to give them
coz why?
coz ITS UR FUCKING JOB!!
they did not choose to be born.. u "forcefully" give birth to them
so u have to provide them with ANYTHING and EVERYTHING they request for
coz its UR JOB
so dun expect ur children to say THANK YOU to u or be gratitude to u
coz its ur job

or the cleaners at the hawker or foodcourt
I know its their job to clean after we leave
but dun u agreed sometimes ppl just dun know why can eat until dirty the whole table kind
its very yucky to clean the table at our own house after a meal lor
imagine what the cleaners have to do
ya, I agreed part of their job, its their job
they are paid to do
so we dun need to say thank you
but we can show our appreciation rite?
with a simple "THANK YOU"
whats wrong?
and I tell u, a simple "thank you" can make their day lor
and u also feel good urself

I think her reasonings is so stupiak
if no need basic courtesy, then I tell u, why gahmen needs to have campaign and promotion. why have singa the lion for fuck??

her and her stupiak reasons
anyway like I said we see things differently
she might be right, we dun owe them anything, its their job so no need to say thank you
but I tell u, sometimes a simple THANK YOU can really make me very happy and forget abt all the unhappiness....

and then when we r walking on the road, I told her "be careful"
she scolded me too
"why ask me to be careful? I have the right of the way. she coming from behind me. she should watch out for me"
OMG!!
I really can scream at her lor
whats wrong?
what's wrong with me saying tt
warning her
so wat if she has the right of the way, then how?
if tio knock down by the car and then sway sway u mati then so what if u have right of the way... the driver will go to jail be fine or what?
then u leh? u r gone forever lor
or worst if u r cripple or what
u think the person gg to take care of ur for life?
PLEASE dun lie to urself lor.... U R ONLY GG TO BE A BURDEN TO OTHERS
and since on holiday, then have a light and happy mood mah
why always be on guard to want to fight with ppl just becoz u have the right of way

take for ex, we were gg up the escalator
then this lady just walked into her
 I told her "be careful" coz I saw the lady not looking at where she is gg
then sis scolded me"what  be careful? its she be careful lor. why me? she is coming from behind me, I am in the front, she be careful not me"
but I tell u hor
I simply dun care her la
coz I know if I did not say 'be careful" when things happened, I will feel guilty or bad tt I did not do anything to try to STOP IT
I mean I know we will be careful on our own but we cannot guarantee others also like us so careful de mah
then sis got angry coz the lady "bang" into her mah, so she said the lady lor
but I tell u, the lady was "deaf" lor. and she just walked away
hahaha
steady rite
so u go be angry lor
angry all u  want
others also no care

and for me, since I already pre warned u
and u want to be angry then u tio "bang" then I already did my part
so I happy u angry is ur own fucking business

frankly, I think her idea and thinking all something wrong de

whats wrong with me saying thank you or be careful
do let me know if u think sis is right and I am wrong

NOT IN MY SHOES

if u r not in my shoes, I dun think u have any rights to say me
I mean, in what position do u think u know everything??
u r not even me

we were on our way to the train station and sis asked me "r u seeing anybody now?"
"no" I went
"u not young anymore u know 40 soon... u must hurry up"
"dun have then dun have lor. what can I do?"
"did u tell ur friends tt u r actively looking and asked them to help u? r u joining any events? r u gg out to meet ppl? u must do all these u know? u cannot always like happy happy like tt, ur friends may think tt u r happy being single and therefore did not intro u potential guys?  u see la! everytime ask u to come out, u dun want. I have many guy friends I can intro u"

I tell u, my flame shot up
all the way to the end of my hair

I shouted back at her
ya, in the middle of the road
frankly IF U NOT IN MY SHOES, THEN U FUCKING HELL SHUT UP!! I DUN NEED ANY OF UR "CONSTRUCTIVE" OPINIONS....

of course, I did not say tt to my sis la
I went "ya I attended. everything which I can join, I joined. but never meet ppl. then what u want me to do? even if I really did meet, when the person realized tt I am D, they all ran away. u mean what happy happy in front of my friends? u want me to cry in front of them? have then have, dun have then dun have lor. what can I do? just wait lor"

"who said???!!!  I have many friends who also like u, they also can find a partner... u see, me also can find loo and I got a child somemore ok..... blah blah blah.. and she rattled on.. and my blood boils

and I raised my voice and shouted back .....
" u r not me. u dun know. I already tried. ppl dun want then what can I do? u want me to kneel down and beg them to give me a chance?  do u know how hurtful I am each time it did not work out? u think I very happy is it?  u r just lucky tt u found one who can accept u with a kid.  ur friends are lucky tt they met some one who dun mind their past. but so far the ppl I met mind, then what can I do? u tell me what can I do?  I already dun want to talk abt this thing, u think very happy to say is it? I just hee hee haa haa everyday I also worrying for myself. I dun want daddy and mummy to worry. they already old le, I also want to quickly settle down and let them put heart.  but dun have means dun have, what can I do? but in ur case, I saw hope. just tt the person have not appear..then wait lor. what u want me to do?  I dun want u to intro... I dun like ppl who smokes and drinks.. I cannot accept. and most of ur friends are in this category, so I dun want.  u think I dun want to go out late, drink, sit there, talk? but I just want to sleep. 9 to 10pm and I start to doze off le, u think I dun know. but this is not me, then for what... u just know how to say. have u really go care how I feel? talk talk talk.. only know how to talk"

hahaa
ya in the middle of the road, I was just blasting off at her
I mean u r not even me, u dun even know what I gone thru, or rather what I did or do
and u just simply and happily said I did not do this, I must do tt, u know this and u dun know tt
OH COME ON!
dun bullshit me

its always very easy to say, coz it did not happened to u
but if u r the one in the circle, I am very sure tt u wont say what u told me lor

then she shot back abt how can I say her friends are drinkers and smokers
she has friends who r not in this category
and I was like "OH YEAH" *rolled eyes*
no drinkers no smokers will go out to the pub and drink and listen to music?
u think what drink milk?
DUH
then she said since I know abt my problem, then I should try to go out and enjoy this kind of night life!!
OMFG!!
why should I? when I know I cannot?
seriously!!
u tell me lor, is it say for the sake of arguing with me?


sis was lucky, bill's three siblings all divorced de
with kids and no kids also have
so for him to accept VERY EASY
you know what I mean?
and for his family esp the old folks to accept, also NO PROBLEM
tts why I said sis was lucky tt she found him

but I am not lucky to find ppl like tt
first teacher... then after date 1... bye bye
then the photocopier one.... though we messaged and then went out once... also bye bye
then the doctor...went out more than thrice.... messaged each other.... end of the day he told me he wants to be alone after 1 month plus
of course along the way got others la.. maybe just messaged and then gone.. coz no feel.......or even go out le but end up also no feel
then the "retired" uncle and then the blind date

u think gg out with ppl, trying to make things work, is fun meh?
sigh
first three dates, can means can, cannot means cannot
I dun have time to drag and wait and see wat will happen
strike while the rod is hot
and I know what I want, so dun need to tell me this one good tt one no good
what u want might not be what I want

I am not a social butterfly
I dun fly here fly there and always merry and happy, sing song talk cock one
I know who r the ppl I am ok with and who are those tt can remained as friends only
I also know if we dun work out, its ok, be friends then they might have cousins or friends whom can intro
BUT U THINK THE PPL WILL WANT TO INTRO THEIR FRIENDS OR RELATIVES TO A "STRANGER" MEH?
OH COME ON!!!
be realistic la.....the moment they think u r not the one, or u uninterested, they will move on lor
u think still be ur friend.. come on lor!!
seriously *shake head*

there may be ppl out there who r like this.. but I HAVE YET TO MEET ANY so far lor
exchanged numbers le, then message, then cannot, will be forever good bye
u think they will call and say "hey I got a friend/relative, I wan to intro u"
oh please, wake up ur idea

tts why I said, u r not me, u dun know what I have been gg thru all these years
esp the part when she said "why? u still missed jerk?"
I was like "wtf! what miss?  dun have means dun have. miss what miss"
"then why dun have"
HELLO!!
I also want to know why
I also know I am not ugly.. I am pleasant looking
I also know tt those rich and handsome one wont even bother to steal a glance of me .... I also not looking for such ppl
dun say them, I also cannot be bother to even open my eyelid to look at at them lor
but ppl cannot accept my status then HOW!!!!!

I also adjusted my criteria along the way
age, educ, blah blah blah
but certain I cannot adjust or rather cannot give in then how?
I know I cannot compromise it
then no pt forcing it, coz forcing no happiness mah

frankly, if u dun have anything to say, I rather u shut up and dun pretend tt u know everything
unless u are me, if not, u dun know anything

then she still want to say abt my dressing
said I did not wear nicely
I shot her back "this is holiday what's wrong with my dressing?"
"look like ah tiong" she went
and I fumed like mad
" I am here for a holiday. I dun need to dress up for others to see, as long as I am comfortable can le. if want to dress up then why bother to come for holiday? stay home better lor"
and she still want to challenge me "u see, on the road, ppl only look at me, they dun even want to look at u lor. how to attract a potential bf like tt"
"they want to see u , its their problem. dun want to see me so be it. u like ppl to see u then u let the see lor. I dun need ppl to see me"
and she rattled on and on and on

frankly hor...I would have an endless argument with her lor but for what?
her first para already fixed her mindset tt I did not do anything to look for THE ONE
her next few papa already fixed her mindset tt THERE IS NO PROBLEM. IT'S JUST ME WHO IS NOT TRYING HARD
and finally her next few sentences already fixed her mindset tt her sis no medicine to save le.
so no point arguing..... coz her mindset is inflexible
she thinks tt life is a bed of roses.... want to find sure have de....
but the time not ripe how to find also no use lor
esp master already said "no more le" then why work so hard..... just work hard...and wait lor
have then have, no have then so be it
why always raise the hopes and end up the disappointment is so much more

AM BACK

i am back!!
hahahaha
missed me bo?
anyway I dun miss anything


this time, this trip was fun and more relax as compared to the jap trip
=D
but both trips I also enjoyed myself

its really like eat walk and eat walk, look see look see
sis did not shop like she used to
this time round really only look see look see and eat eat eat

I dun really like the look see look see part.. but eat eat eat was
ZHAN!!
haha

CLICKED

I clicked le
=D/ =(

I was so upset today
I just clicked

actually I planned to click today anyway before I go for the short trip
after I end work today and come back home and click
but she made me so upset.. I just did it

I already tried my best to do as much as I can before I go on leave
but hor someone dun want to hurry up then why I bother
I dun just sit there lor
I got chase for them to hurry up and also rush them to come out with the pc of shit
still came up to me and asked me "where is the pc of shit"
I explained tt I have done my part le and now waiting for them
she insisted tt I have to chase them for it and gave me the u owe me a billion dollars look

HELLO?
which part of me tt u no see me chasing
I mean come on lor.. is it my fucking bloody fault tt the PIC is not gan cheong over his own tender?

I can rush and I can cheong the work out
but please appreciate my hard work and effort
and dun take me for granted
my nice-ness does not mean u can bark at me as and when u like

I think my limit is being tested and has been stretched
if I am the only person u can bark at in the office
then sorry, the time left  for u to bark is getting lesser
and hor, u can take back all the shit and do it urselves
for all I care
u can take ur time to do or dun do or just throw it away , burn it or pass to someone else
SERIOUSLY, FOR ALL I CARE

afterall I clicked le

hmph

wish me luck
the hdp will ring
ring ring ring

HUAT AH

ring and also get the job!
bless me

let me go enjoy my trip first

dun miss me ... coz I won't be missing u!
*muack muack*

CRASH DIET

told mama tt I want to eat lesser rice for the past few days as I will be gg to TP and will be like eating and drinking like siao cha bo mah

tts what I planned la. eat lesser rice than usual but still get the dishes...
and u know what?

end up , 2 days in a row.. mama made SALAD for me
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(((

luckily tue and fri I decided to eat out.. hahaha
so got some meat...
happy like mad!!

and on thur.. all I got some ONE HARD BOILED EGG!!!!! and a bowl of carrot with raddish soup

WHY LIKE TT!!!!

did I slim down??!!!?? (if u r wondering)
NO I DID NOT

kua kua kua

but mentally I will take it tt I did slim down so tt I will just eat and drink on tue onwards

HUAT AH!!!

ON THE MARK....

all packed and ready to go!!!

on my mark....

also did my mani and pedi le
wahahaha
I even activated the stripe
just need to change money tomolo and I am on my way le

get set...

and of course the last min addition into the toiletries bag.... the TOOTH BRUSH
waahaaha

so excited
hopefully tomolo at work, all will be fine.
smooth smooth at work from 830am to 6pm......
=D

PANG KANG!!!!
GO!!!!!!!

hope the oil and the weather would all be fine!!
=D
eat, shop, see, walk

COUNTING DOWN

two more working days
and sis and I are on our way to TP

2nd time for her and 1st for me
hope we will enjoy ourselves
ok not gg to say for her
BUT definitely for myself

have not start parking
maybe tomolo nite bah
or maybe later after watching my drama

hopefully soon soon for the next two working days
can complete my work on hand
for the new work, I am sorry, one week later when I am back then I will touch it
need to plan my schedule mah
tio bo?

first come first serve
I like u I serve u first
easy do, also serve first
my work, of course have to serve first

HOPE I ENJOY MYSELF
HAVE FUN
A SAFE JOURNEY AND FLIGHT
=D

AM SO GOING

tickets booked!!
we are so gg....
looking forward to it
=D

would be nice if the little one also can join
then the popo, yee yee and the niece can have fun again!!

SEKINCHAN

the other day after I came out from the bathroom
mama told me "hey! cc is organizing a 3D2N KL trip. "
and then I said "K. go book"
"u want to go?"
"ya la. quick go book. later no more le"
"KL got things to see meh?"
"have. u just book. I want to go"
then papa said "dun want la. no good. dun go"
and I went "then u dun go. I go with mama. u stay home."

SO I am gg to KL with mama in dec
=D

深深的埋在心里

long lost friend called
and was talking
then suddenly she asked me "so u gg alone or with u hubby?"
and I told her "no hubby how to go with hubby"
then she kept probing "huh? how come? why? got problem huh?"
"no ah. what problem? no problem. dun have means dun have mah"
"how can? how come? not what I heard leh"
"well, its like this. what u heard?"
"ok la. so u gg alone? meet up then talk bah"

I suddenly realized the saying is very true
tt time does not heal anything, its just lessen the pain
coz I still feel very sad

sigh
why like tt
I want to cry
=(

原来他被我深深的埋在心里... as long as I dun go deep down there... I looked fine
but the moment, I go deep down there ... totally cui

guess tts the reason why nobody talks abt it or ask abt it
coz when u dun think abt it,  u wont be sad
life goes on...
and time will just lessen the pain but dun know why.. I think feel so pain
WTF

AWESOME CONCERT

a very BIG thank you to YG Family!!
thanks for coming in 2014
I definitely enjoyed myself
and so was the little one
money well spend!!!

but I abit upset
coz I did not see the walking banners informing us tt the merchandise is being sold at the leisure park
=(

end up did not get the light stick which the little one wanted so badly

afterall it was her 1st concert and my 1st "foreign" concert

=D
both of us enjoyed ourselves
but I bet she enjoyed more than me!!

once again
thank you very muchie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday to me!!!

haha
what's my wishes this yr?

*hush hush*

but u know...

besides the usual
"be pretty, be happy, be healthy, be wealthy, world peace"
I WANT TO FIND A GOOD HUSBAND!!!

HUAT AH!!!

happy birthday to me......... =D

拥有

当你一无所有的时候，就是你开始拥有一切的时候

HAVE FUN, NO FUN

I met a new grp of friends from the sdn
I tell u
really nothing to do find things do
inside this grp got so many clans de
this one like this, this one like tt
tt one dun like this, tt one likes tt
and then ho say lor
so complicated de
until I seriously dun even bother to care what the fuck is happening
coz seriously NONE OF MY FUKING BUSINESS

in and out the chatroom they come and go
think this is what
how old le
oh come on!!
okok, I am one of the oldest la
hahaha
most are below 30
so I tink they must be thinking this is very fun

and of course the old men wants the syt la
but syt dun like old men mah
I just felt tt the men dun get it lor
then later want to complain tt the girls in Singapore goes for look and money
OH PLEASE LOR
when u r younger, u dun go for look and money meh
come on lor
u also gg for look now wat
still want to say others

anyway like what I have been thinking
since the event had ended yesterday, I exited from the chatroom telling them tt till the next event... we shall not meet again till then.......
hahaha

seriously
I tell u hor
headache leh this grp

esp when they have clans
u dun know which side to stand with
coz all u want is to join in the fun and enjoy
but not to join in and have shit together
sigh

WHO IS THE BULLY?

saw this funny scene yesterday

four kids were playing
Big Brother, Sister, brother and a mei mei

so brother bullied mei mei
and sister saw
sister whacked brother and brother whack sister
and whacking game started between the two
big brother saw and separated sister and brother
and then suddenly brother cried
mei mei saw brother cried, whacked sister and then complained to everybody tt sister whack brother and caused him to cry

kua kua kua

and all these drama happened becoz brother bullied mei mei
but mei mei still stood up for him in the end

moral of story?
dun be a kapo!
hahaha
DUH

WHY ALWAYS ME?

dun know why
I am still so lousy until I am losing my appetite
duh
WHY LIKE THIS!!
I also have no idea and reason for it why I am so upset
but the weight did not go down
DUH
hehehe

anyway tt day I was already "plotting" how to pass back the project to her le
afterall its was hers to begin with mah
and she said busy with the other one so she passed it out and I was told to assist in tidying up the estimate for her
so after tidying it up, rightfully should be back to her right
so I very evil I plotted to return it back to her for her follow up if any la

but then, sigh, she got into a car accident and was on mc
I felt very bad when I heard abt it
and then thought when have I become such an "evil" person"
sigh
just do lor
whats the big deal rite
why wan to return to her
afterall since its hers, she will get have to take back eventually

sigh
see ur friend me so evil
cant wait to return ppl's work to them, dun even want to help others

Y was telling not tt I want to return to her just tt I also have my own tons of work to do
and why is it tt I am always the one assigned to help others tide over but nobody is assigned to help me tide over mine and when my work is delayed, I am being blamed or questioned why delay

sigh
I also want to know why, ALWAYS ME
but then I think that's my life bah


so how now?
now I just continue to take on tt project lor
on top of my own
and I am sure boss wants me to continue follow thru the project
=D
how I know?
coz she came over and asked me on fri "r u doing the tender?"
and I went "erm, no. coz they haven give me the XXX"
"is the xxx chasing for the tech spec?"
"oh, I think he is still chasing"
and then I realized which tender she was referring to
she was referring to that project, the one she asked me to assist  on the estimate de, and she was not referring to MY own tender

so u see, so clear, she expected me to do it
though in the earlier email when she assigned me to assist to tidy up the estimate she just said the I will do the estimate the tender portion to be still done by the other staff but if busy then will see how to assign...

BUT then my own tender HOW!!
this is so so so so....I dun know what words to use le

I mean I can be positive abt it
I can take every job assigned as a challenge just to prove tt I can handle it
but then after accomplishing one after another and proved tt I am capable
isn't it a bit too much if u keep throwing jobs at me, this is what I called "taking it for granted"
no longer a challenge to me, it had now became a chore
and making me very unhappy and upset abt it

ARRIVAL OF THE PRINCESS

welcome the arrival of "ZAI MEI" on 040914
*wooo woooo wooo*
*clap hands*

zai zai's mei mei is called "zai mei" lor
hehehe
zhuang said de, not me..
=D
but its sound logical ah
keke

I think she is 1 week earlier than expected
we were just out having Swenson and then next moment she is out here to see us all!!

I think she must be so eager to see who are the aunties and the jie jie and gor gor making so much din tt nite during dinner and she cant wait to see us!!

till ur MAN YUE celebration bah, zai mei!!!

welcome
=D

STILL SO LOUSY

its the 2nd time she made me cried
sigh
but before I outburst
I told myself to stop
"not worth it"

but I regretted not crying last nite
coz today at work, I also no idea why I still feel very lousy abt what happened yesterday
and its like any moment I will burst out in tears

even today when she came over to tell me tt the amended paper is good to go
I still dun know how to smile
actually from the moment I opened my eyes till the day ended today at work, I never once smile
I just feel so so so lousy

come to think of it
I think ever since she "barked" at me yesterday AM, a smile has never appeared on my face since then

dun know why
this time I cannot let it go
why?

I just feel so lousy

only think to look forward to is my holiday
when will the day come............

I AM SO INNOCENT, PLEASE ...

today I got a meeting at 1030am
before I went for the meeting I told my neighbor " if by lunch time I am not back, u guys go ahead without me. dun wait for me"
"ok" she replied and off I went

instruction clear bo?
I thought very clear
to wait or not to wait
NO WAIT rite?

well... but for whatever reason it became my bloody fault

my meeting did not end at noon so of course I wont feel bad or very anxious to get out of the meeting to go lunch with them
then my neighbor messaged me and said "I will wait for u for lunch not hungry"
then I said "okok"

meeting ended. I went back to my cubicle
told neighbour I dun feel like eating
then we decided to tabao porridge

few mins after we got back
Y came up and said "ai yo u all are here? I thought u will come down for lunch"
and then next moment "pang pang pang" someone banging her desk
and I was like what happened?

and then Y went on abt the story during lunch time
chope three tables.
then end up two tables were full and the third table only C was sitting there
after she finished her meal nobody went to sit at tt third table and after scolding W, she stormed away
why she scolded W?
well coz when she came back with her food, she saw W sitting alone at tt table and then she sat down so tt he can go buy his food
but when W came back with his food, he did not go back to tt table, but instead went to sit at one of the three tables
then u will ask what abt the rest of the ppl rite?

well, also dun know why the rest hor, all sit at the other two tables but nobody wants to sit at the third table with C
so anyway, when Y went back with her food, how come only two tables? what happened to the third one?
afraid tt we will be joining them, and there is not seats for us
Y quickly eat her food and came up and the rest is history

and end up W joking said its my fault
, coz I did not go down and join them

BUT I was like
SO INNOCENT!!

I mean my instruction was very clear
tio bo?
"go ahead dun wait for me"
if neighbor did not pass the message properly, is it my fault??
ok, even if my neighbor did pass the message properly, AND it was Y who wants to chope the seats for us, is it my fault??

WHAT THE FUCK!
whatever is it, its my bloody fault
even C thought its my fault
and Y too!!

seriously
DUH

LOUSY MONDAY

supposed to be a happy day today
I took leave to go for buffet with E for our birthday celebration

for the past few yrs, we normally celebrate after work
but this yr, I decided what the heck, just take half day lor

I was very happy until she came and "barked" at me
frankly I do think it was my fault
but then again, despite me telling them tt its her comment
and they for whatever shit reason did not amend it accordingly
I will just forward it to her for her further comments
why must I hold it in my court and then "delay" the whole paper approval process

she came and "barked" tt I should not have just forward it to her for her comments since the paper was not in order
but to me, it was, since I said le, they dun want to listen, then u go tell them lor

anyway I know le
next time, I just keep her in the loop and comment tt the paper is still not in order
and its for her to follow up if she wants to and also for them to follow up with her if they dun want to

anyway she spoilt my mood and ruined my half day
duh
but E went with me for an express mani after the buffet at TODAI
and I do felt happier

but frankly
after all I did for the team, and this is what I get
???!!??
put down everything just to do one thing which end up not necessary
put my own stuff aside to tidy up someone else's estimate and also ecas
end up everybody looked good, meet their deadlines and all
and I looked so stupiak with my own work not cleared
and now a "barking" from her
I just take it tt today bad day for her bah
and she has no one to vent her frustration on except me...coz who else can let her "bark" like tt except me lor....
and also its my fault la.....I truly believe

I think I would just go....."SHOULD" I mean
if she really thinks I am shit, then let someone better to take over and do a better job than me then
no big deal
I am ok with it

so cut long story short
I am gg to CLICK

STAYING PUT

someone created a chatroom
I think he or she did not check who is IN the room he or she created
and then HO SAY LOR
all the sir/mdm and then I was like WTF!!

if u asked me, I would have just left the room
as in click "exit"
 but hor, since u r the one who created it and u never check it well
then sorry lor,  will stay inside
=D

better update ur contacts esp with ppl whom u have not contacted for a long time lo
and do remind ur friends tt u have changed ur number...

just for curiosity sake (yours not mine)
I dun know anyone in the room
=D

HAPPY HATCH DAY

HAPPY (lunar) BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!


give me a good and reliable man!!!

SO WHO IS IN?

when love turns to hatred
I think very scary bah
faint to the max can

I tell u
I dun know the whole story or the real story
but I normally dun kapo these stuff de

I was told
A likes B at first, then along came C and A changes target
end up though she confessed to both B and C..both "rejected" her
and then A went berserk!
like whats wrong with me

force no happiness de mah
dun A know?
cannot means cannot
can means can
dun have maybe can try it out de

but apparently I think she is creating a mountain out of this tiny tiny hill
so ppl comes in and out of the chatroom created
then Admin adds them back and then saga continues
and I was like "WTF!!how old le still playing games like tt"

then A blames B for introducing C to her
but B thought "since when I intro C to u?"
hahaha and C was like "huh?"

frankly, I am not gg to get myself into any kind of such shit lor
this was like long ago thing
I have no time for such thing

apparently now all in the same chatroom le
AND
all I know is neg ppl wont be found ard me
coz I need POSITIVE ions at all time

HUAT AH!!

WHAT IS WRONG?

frankly I was stunned
stunned to the max
or rather upset la

first we said to go XfX for "mum mum"
end up a "3rd party" came along and said "very sinful leh. dun want la. blah blah blah"
ok fine, since I was new to the group I just stay said anything I follower

end up we went to this rest at the new wing
and then guess what this "3rd party" ordered?
ordered two saugages and pasta and some green
then ho say lor
saw what I was having and said I am gg to order tt too!!
and steady pom pi pi she placed an order again
I looked at her and she said "very hungry skipped lunch"
but its not abt her ordering another plate of pasta tt I was amazed
I mean at the rate she is eating I seriously wonder anything wrong with gg to XfX instead??!!??

u tell me!!

then never mind
ended up got supper leh
and guess wat?
a bowl of the glutinous ball and a French toast with peanut butter covered on the bread lor
u tell me
seriously whats wrong wth having XfX in the first place?????

DUH

remind me not to eat with her again

and frankly the other two hor also pattern one
during lunch time told me this exp, tt exp, so in the end I suggested to go food court
but they wanted fastfood
so ok lor
but for dinner..they are ok to go to this rest for a meal
steady lor
=D

DUH

remind me not to go out with them again

3X

thanks for saying tt I looked "30" and dun looked my real age at all
TQVM
but in real fact I am hitting the BIG 4 soon.........

=D

KITTY IS NOT A CAT

can u believe it?!!??
after so many donkey years, I only knew it after XX years later tt HK is not a cat!!
WTF!!!

its a little girl!!!
hahaha
real name is Kitty White
with a sister Minny White
and a pet REAL cat Charmmy

steady rite?
*clap hands*

and esther told me she knew it all these while
DUH!!

TOOTH FAIRY

I dreamt tt while sleeping I spitted out three tooth
WTF WTF WTF!!!

dun know will tooth fairy come and give me something in return for my three tooth

DREAMS DO COME TRUE...

this AM I had a craving for wanton noodle for breakfast
when I woke up, I told myself to remind mama to get me wanton mee for breakfast later and I fell back to sleep

when I woke up at 830am... mama just came back from market
and I told her "mama I want breakfast"
and she said "ai ya! luckily  got buy for u"
and guess what??

WANTON MEE!!!

woohoo!!

I tell u
anything can happened as long as u believe

MIS CALCUATION

brain not functioning well today

for last evening dinner I owed Y $42.80
today I returned her $52.80
BUT when she returned me $10
I told her "why u gave me $10. no lah. only $8 will do"
"$10 mah where got $8"
"u see ah! $42.80, I gave u $52.80 u should give me back...."
"$10 lor"
"oh.... yayayaya..sorry sorry"

KUA KUA KUA

what was I thinking

WHAT IS HINDERING YOU?

I was asked today
"u supposed to rush out tt tender right?"
"hmm yes"
"so where is it?"
"I have completed the doc just left with the estimate"
"so what is hindering you huh?"


U TELL ME LA!!
what is it tt I "delayed" getting tt doc out!!

its becoz someone told me to PUT EVERYTHING DOWN AND DO THIS
its becoz someone cannot cope with current workload, throw out her work and I got to assist

when everybody's work is accomplished and completed and meet deadline
u all looked damn good and steady
but what about me

U TELL ME!!
U TELL ME!!!
WHAT ABT MY WORK


I saw it coming de lor
end of the day sure said why I did not manage my time
still gave me a deadline to come out with the tender doc
swee!!
*claps hands*

end of the day, u all competent and I am the incapable one
I really giving up
swee rite
losing my very rubbery patience

why still no good cards for me!!!

=(

HERE I COME

FINALLY!!

my long awaited holiday is here

sis finally made up her mind
and we r so gg to TAIPEI!!!

HUAT AH!!!

when?

next month lor... hahaha
*blink blink* and I will be AWAY!!

BLISSFUL

I had a weird dream this AM
but why is it tt suddenly I dreamt of them
I mean.. DUH

anyway the dream was like
first it was S who told me tt he felt unhappy in his marriage
then while I was comforting him, S  suddenly became D, and D was telling me tt his wife cheated on him and he is thinking of gg for D
as I was comforting him, D suddenly became S and alternate with each other in my dream
and I was like "huh? why like this one?"
hahaha

anyway then I woke up
coz cold...hehehe.. need to cover myself with blanket


I bo black heart hor
I sincerely wished them both happy and blissful marriage
I no cursed them tt their marriages will end up like shit or what hor
tts not my style

also dun know why I dream such thing
anyway ppl said dream always opposite de
so I hope they are all lovey dovey leh and will always be

BLESS THEM!!
and also me
and of course u ppl out there!!!

my prince charming will come soon........

HUAT AH

SSSSsssssssssss

after serving the dish, think he was cleaning up and then he wanted to throw away the head
who knows the snake bit him
and then ho say lor
tio venom
and before he was send to hospital, he mati
sigh

who would have thought tt the snake is still alive after the head is being chopped away
so scary hor
yucks!!

but I wonder why the venom was not removed before the snakes were sold to the restaurant
hm.....

WHERE ARE THE FRIENDS?

when everything is fine and u give treats to others, u have tons of friends, who claimed tt u are so closed and so good like brothers and sisters...
when u r in deep shit, where r all ur so called brothers and sisters?

suddenly all gone.....how many r ur REAL friends???

every day party, end up now in shit, all the so called friends said "actually also not close to him one"
*clap hands*


tts why the Chinese saying "winter weather send the hot coal"

NOT CLEAR ENOUGH

"how's ur day?"
"so far so good"
"any guys impressed u during the dinner?"
"NO"
"want to meet up for dinner and chit chat?"
*kua kua kua*

dun understand its I dun get it or the man just dun get it?

EXPOSED

when she told me tt "IT" was being found out
my heart stopped for a split second
though I warned her before
"paper no hide fire"
she said "ok la. can cover de"
but dun know why when she told me she was being "exposed" my heart just felt pain
pain for her or the bf I dun know
I not sure
but it just so reminded me of my own story

SAD!!
=(

I asked her "cried?"
and she replied "yes, I cried"
and I went "I not asking abt u la."
frankly, I think the reason for me to be sad is, I can relate to it

anyway she said she is gg to try to make up
I told her think carefully, this might be the right time to let go
she said she wants to get back
I told her for what
letting go is much happier for her and him

anyway whatever she wants to do
its her own business
I cant do anything

1, 2 and 3's A CROWD

hahaha
I got to know the feeling of being a "3rd party"
I was so "lucky" lor
hahaha

the guy wanted to get to know the girl whom happened to click with me during the event
so he has no choice but to also offered me a ride home after the event
he was lucky tt we stayed in the same area
or rather I was lucky tt she and I stayed in the same area
*evil grin*

anyway I was like a bridge for all majority of the guys to cross during the event coz they wanted to know the girl MORE
hahaha
and I was like OK fine, I dun mind being the bridge
just dun destroy it after u cross it lor.....
hehehe

ANYWAY, I was seriously like a lamp post on tt journey home
hehe
talking all the way
coz the girl was very quiet
and ok, maybe I too chatty rite
so I actually kept quiet so tt the two of them can chat
but it was so quiet tt I can hear my own farting sound lor
hahaha
ok, just joking, it was so quiet tt I was humming along with the radio
so before I fell asleep, I decided to MAKE SOME NOISE!!!

anyway I sincerely wished them all the best and I did not intend to be the "3rd party" but got free ride home why not leh
=D
hehehe
the guy has to work harder.. coz the girl was like still "erm...er... dun know leh"
JIA YOU!!

HUAT AH!!

JUST CRUISE?

saw the cruise advert
thinking to bring the old folks go
only 1 departure date
but not sure they will like it bo
but I know dad wants to try out tt cruise
so what the heck rite
just go...
try le then say
=D

JUST A PHOTO

"would u do me a favour?"
"yes"
"can u change ur profile pic?"
"oh, cannot huh?" (the photo was changed like last yr or yr before... immediately after the in house exams)
"not professional"
"oh! ok then I go for the make over kind of pro photo"
"no la. just like IC kind"

frankly wat wrong with it?
I also not sure
its not like I just changed it recently
it has been for some time why suddenly come and asked me to change it
sigh
I totally have no idea

its not like I am laying down, wearing revealing clothing or in a whatever silly position
its just me standing there...
anyway whatever la

now got to remember to take some nice photos and select the most pro one to change
afterall I promised I would do it

CHOW CHOW

i tell u
this is gg to be damn disgusting lor

I dreamt I was dam "urgent"
need to use the toilet very urgently
dun asked me why I "ren" until so full tank then go find a toilet

so anyway I was in a pretty blue dress and was running ard searching for a toilet
and TADA!!
I found a public toilet!!
so happy
but TA DA!!
wtf
the toilets were dirty de lor
but I seriously cannot tahan to go look for another cubicle
so I just cheong into the empty one and squat and pee on to the floor

and so relieved lor
and then HO SAY LEH
coz I went to turn on the tap to wash the floor, my head touches the dirty toilet seat cover
and HO SAY LOR
WTF leh
so I quickly washed it
and then got out of the toilet

frankly, I am not gg to buy myself a blue party dress
duh!!
dun want to go into a "chow chow" toilet
pui pui pui

but come to think of it
why I did not wash the toilet clean since inside the cubicle got tap huh?
and then can flush the toilet too
but maybe I was dressed too pretty to wash public toilet?

and the best thing was when I came out of the toilet
there was a long q outside for the cubicle which I was in
and when the next in q went in and saw the condition, she quickly came out
and then the q dispersed
hahaha
I hoped nobody thought it was me who made the toilet "chow chow"

ONE IS ENOUGH

"good afternoon mdm"
"hi. who is this?"
"I am calling from XXX bank. we are offering u this credit card. no need any applications just need to answer a few qn"
"erm.. sorry its ok I dun need the card"
"but mdm, u r currently holding one of our cards rite?"
"yes, tts why I dun need another one. one card is enough. bye bye"
"thanks mdm........."

PUT DOWN EVERYTHING

the robber will said "give me all ur valuables"
today I was told to "put down everything and rush this out"
but all I want to know is, if I put down everything to rush THIS out, then who is gg to put down everything to rush MY things???!!!??

THE GREATEST LOVE

today went to ah ma's place
coz her birthday celebration
though not on her actual day, but we acted according to her wish, "can celebrate but not on her actual day" so hor... we did it today lor

the next few para which I gg to pen down is not for those weak heart like me
so if u r weak hearted then better dun read on

frankly, I got to admit
I only go to ah ma's place twice a year
cny and her birthday
though she always tell me "come come, come see ah ma when u r free"
I always just smiled and go "okok"
but I never do it

why?
coz I think I took things for granted
I thought ah ma will always be there
and mum's duty is to make ah ma happy
and mine, is to make mum happy

but today I realized I am so damn wrong
when I saw ah ma today
I was SHOCKED to see how she had aged
she is still very clear minded, knows what is happening and all but she seemed to be in a dazed or just walked slowly
it just broke my heart lor

very sorry
sorry tt I took my ah ma for granted
I thought she would always be there
strong and fit
and cooked my fav soup and food
but I was so so wrong
It just suddenly scare me so much tt I might just lose her anytime
now I understand how ping or zhuang felt tt very nite when we were talking abt ping's little girl asking her not to grow old or zhuang remembering when the good old days with her mama.
tt time, I also felt sad but then I thought tts how life is rite? a cycle
cannot help it de
all will grow old all will die one day
sooner or later
tts why must live each day to the fullest with no regrets

but today, I suddenly feel like hugging my ah ma and telling her not to grow old any more
I dun want to lose her
or rather I cannot bear to lose her
it just hurt so badly to even have tt thought

whenever she sees me, she will go "getting prettier each time I see u"
steady rite
*clap hands*
think only ah ma can see the beauty in me and appreciate my prettiness
=D
hahaha (dun u all go vomit lor)
then when its time to go home she will goes "I know u r working. busy. no time to come see ah ma. but come see ah ma when u r free la. come come"
all I can do is "OKOK" but NATO

I am just so sorry tt I did not visit her when I have all the time I have
reason tt I am just plain lazy to travel all the way to the north to see her
but when I was young, I remembered she came all the way to the east with my auntie just to see us
I can now understand better why my mama will make a trip up to north to visit her mama when she has the time or rather when time permits
even if she needs to squeeze her schedule just to make it to visit her
if now dun do it, then when?
there will never be a good time, except NOW
tio bo??

frankly, she saved me from many canings from my dad.. hahaha
oh... how much I love her.. she is my shield leh
haha
mama will call her, and she will call papa
thank god! I have both ah ma and mama....
LOVE U

opps!
I need to end my post here though I have many thoughts which I want to pen down
but I am seriously sobbing away le
please pardon me


the one person whom I am waiting for will come looking for me one day
I will be in good hands, have my own happy family too
so dun worry for me
I will be good!!!
不要为我担心
我一定要开心，幸福的
我一定会开心，幸福的
 for ah ma and those who loved me

all I want to say is :-
I LOVE U AH MA!!
I know what u did for me....and will always put them in my heart
WISHING U GOOD HEALTH AND ABUNDANCE HAPPINESS

and what I wanted to tell u all is:-
love the ppl ard u
dun take them for granted
do what u want to do, say what u want to say
dun later regret not being to do it in future

PAIN PAIN

last evening blog was "shiok shiok"

tis AM is "PAIN PAIN" or rather aching all over like I was being beaten up

wahahahaha
damn funny
anyway not gg to do anything this weekend
just gg to nua nua nua

FIGHT FOR WHAT?

two guys fought over a girl
nothing unusual
watch show also have right

but for celebrities.... erm... also common bah
afterall their circle very small
but until in the limelight, in the news.... steady

I also dun know whats the reason was
but better be good

hm...maybe for publicity?
for a new show or a new song?

NO MIXED

someone's elder passed away
A took initiative or perhaps was nominated to inform the rest
then she said whoever wants to give the "pek kim" can pass to B

I did not think of anything at first
coz its quite norm to have someone to collect the "pek kim"
then next min A send another email to inform tt the "pek kim" to pass to C instead
and she apologized tt she did not know tt B was preggie

frankly.... red and white dun mix
and she did not know??!?!?

hahaha ok ok
I also did not know la
as in when I first read the email it did not occur to me tt B cannot collect "pek kim"
I felt sorry for A coz everybody was like saying "dun she knows tt red and white no can mix"
and I was like still defending her "she might not know tt B is preggie... at least I am one who dun know"  (reason being B is not on same floor as me so unless I get to see her somewhere in office, if not I wont know)
then the rest went "how can be dun know?"
kua kua kua

so seemed like all knows but I dun
=(

SHIOK SHIOK

not the "shiok shiok satay" ok
its after my body massage I felt so much better
the moment she touched my calf , I knew immediately I am in good hands
then when she started to massage my back, I just feel "ahhhhhhh....."
and few mins later "crack crack crack" and I just knew it
not my bones broke ok!! hehehe its every where "soong" le
hopefully I can have a relaxing weekend
shiok shiok!!

ANY REMEDY?

would u be upset if someone told somebody "I dun want her in the team. hush hush dun say huh"
and somebody told anybody abt it but hush hush anybody not to tell "her"

swee rite
actually it would still be OK as long as "her" dun find out rite
end up, "her" found out abt it and WOW!
all hell broke loose

but end of the day, she decided not do be bother abt it
which I thought its a wise decision la
for what?
and so what if revenge is taken, I mean, damage already done rite

I think "her" needs to do some self reflection
and hor, whoever leaks out the news to "her" should be more sensitive in future??

A LITTLE PRESSIE

won myself a selfie stick during the dept event today
=D
the tired feet were all worth it!!
thanks to my team members and also the coloured house

HUAT AH!!

TIRED FEET

my feet are so so so tired

already very tired le
i think walk too much and exercise and then i did not go for foot reflex for a long long time
today ran so much
hahaha
and pant too much le
=(
dun know what have i been exercising
=(

i think i cannot walk anymore le
hahaha
i need my foot reflex
BEST is if i can go for a relaxing spa!!
=D

who wants go batam with me

GOOD DEEDS GET GOOD RETURNS

dun know how many of u believe in karma
and what goes round comes around
so DO MORE GOOD DEEDS

office has an event
then i saw the organizer preparing to pack the goodie bags
so I went and look see look see and said " can I have a packet of the pretzels and the cuttlefish"
he said OK wor
hahaha
so I took them and left and went back to share with the rest

then i became GUILTY
like eat free like tt
so i decided to go back and helped them pack the goodie bags

i tell u
packed 150 bags leh no joke lor
and u know what?
after packing 150 bags, there was some left over gifts leh
hehehehe
so hor, the organizer said "gave u"
and i tan tio lor
hahahaha

frankly, good deeds got good returns
=D

BETTER THAN NOTHING

Anything is better than Nothing

*clap hands*

I saw these wordings on a lady's t shirt
and I was like so true.....
its like the hokkien saying
"no fish got prawns also good"

ZHAN!

tts why ppl have to be contended?

WHOSE PANTS ON FIRE??

i gave her the benefits of doubt
and she really chose to lie to me

SWEE

clap hands

and worst, I found it out myself and she is still in the dark

sigh
=(

looked like I am not over sensitive
looked like my 6th sense still working well

sad
sad
sad

LIAR LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE

MISSED ME?

did not know tt I was being missed

as u know I have stopped attending events coz its like always meeting the same grp of ppl and I just got tired lor
so decided to stop for awhile

last thur evening, I attended a makan event
and ho say lor, saw like three familiar faces
and then two of them went "wow! haven see u for a long time?"

STEADY rite?
did not know I was being missed
*proud*

anyway, I did not miss any of them... kekeke

like I always said "dun miss me, coz I wont be missing u"

kua kua kua

CRAMPS

wtf
recently the calf cramp cramp cramp
and best thing is cramp when I am zzzzzzzzzzz
wtf rite
disturb my limited sleeping time
=(

I went to google and realized tt who will tio cramp
1) elder ppl
2) preggies

swee lor
 I dun fall in the 2nd category so ....
duh

and so what causes it

coz lack of water, calcium, potassium and whatever not
=(
and also the sleeping position
but I already put a pillow under the calf when I sleep le
=(

sigh
when will it stop?

coz u know
its ok when it cramp, coz just stretch the leg lor and few sec later, will be ok le and I would have gone back to lalalala land
but the next morning when I woke up, and walk.. HO SAY LOR
tsk tsk

pain pain

why like dat??

祝福

我忠心的祝福你们
幸福快乐

READ OR NOT READ

its just children story books
so naïve so pure so innocent
u want to go think off track then said the books unsuitable for kids???!!???
hm........then what to do ????

coin has two sides
ppl have different opinions and views
ur views are not mine, and so are mine are not urs lor
so cannot force it down ppl's throat

I thought if u dun want to read then dun read lor but others may want to mah
so how can u "dictate" who reads what?
its like u dun like to eat durian, ppl tell u "ITS VERY GOOD!!! u MUST eat!!SHOULD eat!!
then u die die also eat or u die die also dun want to eat leh??

so to read or not to read
its not ur say...

bo tio??

EAT WHAT?

yesterday on way to work
I walked passed the Y café
as it was in the AM, some staff were having breakfast
and then I was like "huh? they not eating the food item from the café leh. "
so imagine, the customers were eating in the café and the staff were eating theirs
so funny rite

can u imagine, u walked into K and then seeing the staff eating P
WOW WOW WOW

I am not saying u cannot eat
of course all need to eat
but wouldn't it be weird if I am eating other food not prepared by the restaurant itself??
so why not eat at some places not seen by the customers??
anyway, maybe the restaurant no such policy bah

and also not my business la

but then I just find it weird
its like telling the customers, the food not nice...kekeke.. eat outside one better
=P

FAST FASTER FASTEST

I was standing in the Q to get my chicken meal
then I was like "so many counters but why the q still so long?"
then an idea hit me

very simple idea but might not be true
u see huh.. if I slowly take order, slowly do up the order, end up, I served lesser customers lor
why not?
hehehe

anyway is it a good mindset? a positive mindset?
to me, the answer also very simple
is a NO

is not always the theory tt u work fast, u will get more work
it would be u work fast, u r an efficient worker and thus, u get recog, promoted and get the $$$
but why ppl has the kind of mentality tt do little will also get the $$$$ .....OH PLEASE.. tts only applicable if u have tt paper!!! and u r the top grade students or whatever lor... ppl like us... erm.... no choice.. just got to work harder
=D

of course there are really ppl who are slow in their work la
which is ok with me
absolutely no issue with me
then dun put such ppl at the counters or in areas where there will be huge crowd... coz time very precious leh..esp the lunch time crowd... dun like tt leh

anyway, end of the day, all happy can le la
I get my chicken meal, and ppl got job lor
=D

HUAT AH

UNINVITED GUEST

OK
Not really uninvited la
its the owner never include her in the list
so the co-organizer no jio her
end up got one "smelly rat" go asked her unknowingly "what time u gg huh?"
kua kua kua

shocked look and then embrassed and then "ok now I invite u lor"

kua kua kua X2
why?

BECOZ!!! he not the owner and he go invite............

so end up
X got upset very upset and "smelly rat" tio lor
hahaha

so how the story ended..........happy ending lor......

X said wont talk to "smelly rat" coz very angry
end up also talk
=P
and end up the "uninvited guest" became "invited"
so the saga ended......

17

oh oh
another plane of theirs fell
this time its being shot down

kua kua kua

why lik dat??
need to shoot down mah?
innocent lives leh....

the other missing one...actually not a bad thing after all
afterall no news is good news
???


hope they quickly find it back and quickly resolved this current one

co-incidentialy the date and the plane are both seventeen..........
hm...........

WANT TO READ A BOOK?

sigh

wanted to say "then u go read a book bah"

what happened:-

A: why u never write it down ?
M: why must write in down?
A: so tt ppl knows your hobbies at one glance
M: no la. its for you to find out more mah.
A: no la. easier for ppl to read for themselves
M: its just like a book rite? a cover may be very nice. but inside all chui. or the cover is no appealing, but inside all the solid substance. its for one to go find out more.
A: oh. like tt? think its better if u write them all down

u tell me lor
is it better to go read a book then?
if everything just read and know
then why ppl wants to go dating???!!??
its for ppl to know each other more and better mah
if everything upfront read and know then no need to date le.
read what u like, then u married the u pop babies then start ur family
steady rite

sigh
and seriously, got so many hobbies meh?
hobbies only one or two activities mah
its what u do during ur spare time then u have101 items....

DID SHE?

did she or did she not?
why is it tt I have a feeling tt she lied?
hm...........
or my 6th sense is failing me?

ok whatever
as long as she happy
I heck care
give her the benefit of doubt

BEST WC PREDICTION

world cup has come to an end
with GERMANY as the winner
see u again in 4 yrs time!!
SEE U IN RUSSIA

this yr, the most li hai prediction
is not the octopus or the bird or the dog or the cat or the mouse or the cockroach
its the scriptwriter for the "STOP GAMBLING" advertisement
kekeke

coz in the advertisement, the little boy's papa bet all his savings on GERMANY to win and therefore the little boy wishes for Germany to win the world cup and steady pom pi pi lor!!! whose the winner? GERMANY!! hahahaha

I thought tt sure will have hoo ha if GERMANY really wins
and true enough the 2nd advertisement is out
the little boy's friend asked him so now his papa OK le lor cox won the bet. and little boy said no coz his papa wants to bet one last time..............
kua kua kua

14th JULY

wanted to message her de
thought she might have forgotten
but when I reached office today and opened my email
TADA!!
she had the fastest fingers!!
hahaha

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!

two decades wor, she said
seemed like yesterday we just met
am thankful to have met her
I think she saw me cry the most... haha
and like I said, many a times, I think she wants to KILL me.. haha
coz I just so so so so stubborn, but she never once give up on me...she just stood at her corner and cheer me on....

THANKS QI!
thanks for everything!!

and also coz thru her I met another two good gfs
till today, we are still managing our friendship well
we used to talk abt our dreams, our future, our jobs, our everything, anything under the sun
they have all achieved theirs... what happened to mine?
sigh
this is what I called fate lor
its ok la
afterall, I think all four of us are doing quite well....

though at times I almost want to "ren min" and just like nature takes its course...
BUT as long as I believe, sure will happen one day
=D

LAST FEW TIMES

went for an ice cream making event
I think it would be my 2nd last event bah
I realized tt I am very out of the place
everybody is just so so so young
how young?
23 was the youngest tt day
and mind u, he is not even graduated

y he went?
well, coz his 24 yrs old friend wants to get himself a gf and jio jio him and another 25 yrs old friend to go with him lor
adorable and cute students.....
need to be so gan chiong and get attached mah?
I dun know....
well.... maybe by thirty he wants to settle down le
so now find one, should be jus in time bah
after graduate, go work, start to save $$$ and then ho say lor

anyway, talk abt myself bah
who cares abt others
hahaha
I just felt so out of place
and ya, nobody was ard my age grp
AGAIN!!
which is OK with me la
afterall, I joined the events coz I wanted to go and couldn't find anyone to go with
so pay a little more $$$ and go with strangers
if can meet someone, then good for me lor, if not, I still get to enjoy myself wor

u can sense it when the ice breaker game started
they guys just cheong to the girls they were interested in
and nobody come up to me unless they bo pian coz the girls were all occupied with others
last time, still got ppl come up to me lor, NOW, hehehe, hahaha, kekeke.. wait long long might have...

so u asked me
"do u know how to make ice cream now?"
well, the answer is "YES"
but then coz all the ingredients were prepared before hand and we just add everything into the mixing bowl therefore, if I were to do it again on my own, I think, I doubt, I can make it
kekeke

it was a fun sat morning though
=D
coz after making, I get to have ice cream buffet!!
yum yum
did not try the mao shan wang or durian ice cream
coz the night before, I has durian buffet with colls
hahaha

I still have the durian breathe when I woke up in the AM lor
so decided to skip the two durian ice cream
if not I would have overdosed myself

yappie
tts why I decided, no more events for me bah
unless got real interesting ones....

ALL MEN WILL CRY

was telling my coll this today
"if one day I finally get married to the man who truly loves me, I will then cry"
and he replied
"not just u cry, all men will cry"

hahaha
funny rite?
dun know u got the joke bo
but I did
and he truly made my day
=D

BLESS HIM
BLESS ME
and of course,
YOU, HER, THEY and THEM

AMEN

GETTING READY TO GO TO SCHOOL

according to qi, today phase 1 P1 registration start
I tell u
though I dun need to register anyone for school
I also can feel the anxiety and excited and disappointment among parents

and I did not know got website and forum
where u can get 1st hand information de lah
damn impressive!!
*clap hands*

I think soon also got website to share questions in the exam papers
then dun need to buy exams papers le
oh wait... I think there is such a webby leh...
kekeke
impressed rite??

me personally dun need my children to go into damned top notch school la
coz u know la
my calibre, can study can le
hahaha
but who knows my hubby's calibre can make it de leh?
woohoo

to me,  my priority is NEAR HOME
hahahha
coz hor, dun need to wake up early and can reach home early too
and of course most impt, if forgot to bring books, no scare
hahaha
home is just a stone throw away

2nd priority is must not be gangster school
ahem
okok
no gangster school in Singapore
I know, my bad
sorry sorry
no school trains students to be gangster
but u know what I mean rite

still the thing is near home schools also very difficult to go in


tough
tts why lor
I tell u
mama is the BEST
they go thru thick and thin
no joke lor

of course papa also not bad la
also go thru thick and thin
coz after all the children is theirs mah
of course want to give them the best

glad tt qi managed to register her precious ah boy into the school she wanted
=D
the power of alumni
and next yr.... ping's turn

so which category do u falls into?
alumni?
rc?
pv?
sit there do nothing and hope for miracle to happen???
sit there do nothing coz does not matter??

CHANGE MINDSET

one day grandparents brought grandkids out
the moment they got on the train
the granny was looking at the priority seat
keep looking and looking
but the person sitting there was happily chatting on his phone

granny to grand kids
:always like this de. granny always no get a seat on the train. the ppl at the priority seat will either pretend to sleep or talk on the phone. suddenly so tired. suddenly phone will ring. THEY DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHTS OF THE SEAT"
the grand kids replied
:its ok granny. only 1 stop away"
granny
: one stop also can sit. THEY DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHTS

frankly
to me
if you looked healthy to me and can stand
u stand lor
u also no have the rights to the seat
ppl must change their mindset
not becoz u r old and I am young, I have to let u have the seat
its whether u really need the seat or not

like in the AM during the rush peak hours
everybody is cheonging to work
if u can cheong on the train with the working crowds
then to me, u r on ur way to work, u r fit to work, then u dun need the seat
coz I am very sure those not gg to work de wont wake up so early to be squeeze in the train with others just to go shopping lor

but of course if u r the very very old kind
then u r of course welcome to have the seat, anytime
tts provided the person sitting on the priority seat is not sleeping... kekeke

I have seen ppl, cheong into the train
and moved towards the priority seat there and stared at the person to give up the seat to them
and I am very sure there are ppl who also think like me, "do u deserve the seat? do u really need the seat? or becoz u think u r old, therefore u MUST have the seat?"

then ur mindset is very wrong and sad to say, nobody will give the seat to u de

and sometimes also must see the situation la
the train is just so so so crowded
then to stand up give up the seat to u
ppl will squeezed and pushed and ho say lor
u got the seat
but the standing ones very poor thing
coz tio squeeze
of course, also wan to give up the seat to u la
but circumstances dun allow mah


remember tt time the preggie ang mo lady asked the older lady sitting at the priority seat to give up the seat to her
and older lady said she just removed her bandage to her foot and she also need the seat??!!?
jing dian rite
then the next door lady gave up her seat to the preggie woman but older lady still want to yak yak yak abt her just recovered foot

so u see, not just ppl sitting on the priority seat MUST give up the seat de, others also can give up de lor
so why they didn't??
coz they all felt tt the passenger taking the priority seat should be the one giving up
tts why its all abt the mindset!

a few times got ppl cheong to grab a seat
my colls would be unhappy like "need to do until like tt"
and then I will joking goes "its ok la. used to it le. their knees weak need to sit. we stronger so we stand"
and then we will laff it off

if everytime also want to be angry over ppl cheonging for seat, I think, not worth my effort and time to be angry
u want the seat, give u lor.
u think u very the li hai
OH PLEASE

anyway I seriously think tt the passenger mindsets must change la

BE WARY

I totally forgotten abt this incident until I saw the advertisement

happened some time back le

A wore a skort to work
skort = skirt cum short
it had been gg on for something until ONE FINE DAY
she was asked to "re look into her wardrobe"
then chains of email and then silence

of course A was pissed off la
and she came told me abt it
my conclusion to her was "someone went to feedback de. if not, she had been wearing skort for some time le, why bother to tell her NOW"
but she said cant be
anyway I told her then whatever la since she also has no intention to give in

anyway of course she gave in la
hahaha
afterall we all working adults mah

and eventually she also found out who was the one who went to feedback
and turned out tt it was not the one whom I suspected

anyway A told me to be wary of this feedback-er... hahaha
so I asked who
she told me cannot said as she promised someone tt she wont say
ok fine, I wont force if u dun say

to me, skort is ok rite?
I mean, its still a skirt on the outside
but since cannot then only thing to me, is u r jealous tt u cannot wear lor
A is young..of course she will want to wear pretty clothings ah....skirt short short,..revealing here and there, heels high high
u cannot blame her
all the young ones will dress like tt
dress to kill lor
any problem?
we were young once
we dun dress like tt does not mean others cant rite?
and anyway I also have a dress tt is a short actually lor
and I also wore it to work a few times....
just tt after a few times I find it very troublesome coz when I go pee pee, I have to go full bounty
hahaha

anyway why did A tells me to wary of this person??
coz this person is someone of a double headed and on surface very good to me but then did complain to A abt me before

SWEE rite?
*clap hands*
I tio too complained leh
what can I be complained abt??
I dun know
maybe many many things
but like I said if u dun like me, even if I jut sit here do nothing and breathe air only, u will also find fault with me lor
so I also wont be bothered with u, just dun let me know who u r and u better dun step on my tail for nothing

u dun like is ur problem
so dun make ur problem become my problem can le


but how anyone tell me how to be wary of this person when I dun even know wth he/she is .......??

TIME FOR SHARING

I happened to chance upon this article while waiting for my gym class the other day
5 reasons why u r still single but its OK
wow!!
still OK leh
of course must read lor

just when I thought maybe I am the problem.....I found this article
and it just reinforced my thinking tt I am not the problem
=D
just tt THE ONE is not here yet
some criteria just cannot be lower de
I am sorry....


but I think I old le, so I cant remember all the 5 reasons
if not would have shared it here with u all
anyway, u all should be attached le la.. so dun need to know
=D
but then again, can share with ur single friends...
tio bo??


the first one is abt everybody is telling u HOW GREAT THIS GUY IS and u two would be a match
and how great how good he is
but then the thing is, if u know HE IS NOT the one, then he wont be the ONE no matter what others say. then everybody will tell u dun be silly la. dun need to look le, HE IS THE ONE le. just accept him. 
BUT LOOK HERE!!  u r looking for a life partner not a couch.  so not for others to tell u how good or how fantastic the person is.  only u will know. and why would ppl want to tell u how good or how great the person is, coz its becoz U ASKED THEM FOR THEIR OPINIONS... so they tell u what they see but they wont know whether is he REALLY tt good or fantastic, only U, URSELF will know... coz u r the one communicating with him and gg out with him and sharing details with....so remind urself, "u r looking for a life partner not a couch so only u know" so never settle for something which u know tt u cannot accept and wont like.

2nd one is everybody tell u tt u r just too "POWERFUL". u have the house, the car, the career, the EVERYTHING. so independent and NO MAN WILL DARE TO COME NEAR U.  so u r destined to be single
and mind u!! if the man is intimidated by what U HAVE, then this person is WORTH UR TIME FOR!!!!  so just hang in there, the person will come and u will then know tt he is damn worth ur time!! =D

3rd one is u tell the guy to be careful of this, remind him of this and tt and then one day he just left... buay ta han.. coz perhaps u sounds like his mama.. well, its ok.. coz its ur character to be doing this. and so one day, u will find tt someone who just love u to remind him of this and tt. =D..  perfect match!! 

here I got to admit 4th and 5th reason I dun remember le
=D
if I can one day find back tt mag... I will definitely update on the 4th and 5th reasons
=D


and today I heard this older lady telling the younger one "dun worry la. upstairs will not send us to die de.  HE will definitely give us one path to walk de. no need to die, as long as u give urself a chance"
though I dun know what they are talking abt
but I am very sure, it applied to EVERYTHING and ANYTHING

one door shuts and another will open.. just dun stand and stare at the closed door for too long and over looked the opened door. coz one day the opened door will be shut too

same meaning rite?

just tt one is Chinese the other in ang mo

morale of story - wont die de. sure have a way out
=D

tunnel never always dark.... just need to continue to walk forward one day will see the light

HUAT AH!!